Juice WRLD - Had To (Stabbed You) lyrics

It's on

I feel the worst
But I'm still wishing you the best
Every morning woke up mad at me
Reminding me of my past
It seems as though I'm only good
At one thing, making you upset, uh
Treated me like a pest
Then wonder why I left
I was gettin' tired of all this stressin'
Unable to rest
Wonderin' what type of bullshit you'll
Get mad at next i ain't even wanna do it
But I had to, shit, i was glad to
You was shooting at me with your words
So I stabbed you

Uh, digest, digest this lil' heart of mine
I won't let you smash it
Burn me up inside, turn me into ashes (Uh)
Why, why? This lil' soul of mine
Won't let it get intertwined
Uh, with somebody
I always fail to realize that
They were never mine
They were never ever mine
I was just a part in her painstaking process
This lil' soul of mine
Won't let you get control of mine (Uh)
Won't let you control my mind, yeah
I gotta keep that mindset
This lil' soul of mine
Won't let you control mine
Oh, now you wanna stay and work
It out? Not this time

I feel the worst
But I'm still wishing you the best
Every morning woke up mad at me
Reminding me of my past
It seems as though I'm only good
At one thing, making you upset, uh
Treated me like a pest
Then wonder why I left
I was gettin' tired of all this stressin'
Unable to rest
Wonderin' what type of bullshit you'll
Get mad at next i ain't even wanna do it
But I had to, shit, i was glad to
You was shooting at me with your words
So I stabbed you

I feel the worst
But I'm still wishing you the best
Every morning woke up mad at me
Reminding me of my past
It seems as though I'm only good
At one thing, making you upset, uh
Treated me like a pest
Then wonder why I left
I was gettin' tired of all this stressin'
Unable to rest
Wonderin' what type of bullshit you'll
Get mad at next i ain't even wanna do it
But I had to, shit, i was glad to
You was shooting at me with your words
So I stabbed you