Juice WRLD - Toxic lyrics

I've been waiting, I'm contemplating
Say you love me, girl you were playing
None of this gon' matter when we die
I won't wipe your tears, not when you cry
This ain't love girl, this more like hatred
I've been down this road
So many times before
Hoes in my phone, they're your replacement
But they feel nothing like you
You made me whole

I can't tell if this is a dream
Am I awake or am I asleep?
I don't have answersm philosophies mean
Nothing to me right now and I can't tell
If you were with me or against me
All my friends say you're Icky Vicky
I feel like Timmy, I keep on wishing
For better days, better days
Need some stronger pills for better days
I been risking my life since you been away
Tryna' get your attention from far away
I've been having lucid dreams, stupid dreams
Thinkin' 'bout you and me, fluently
I've been experimenting to take
The pain away
Wake up thinking I heard your name

I've been waiting, I'm contemplating
Say you love me, girl you were playing
None of this gon' matter when we die
I won't wipe your tears, not when you cry
This ain't love girl, this more like hatred
I've been down this road
So many times before
Hoes in my phone, they're your replacement
But they feel nothing like you
You made me whole

This is the part where I confess that
Most of my relations were toxic
Happiness will come when it's ready
Hold out your hands and embrace
It with open arms
This is the part where I confess that
Toxic humans come off attractive
I made this song for anyone
That's going through it
I'll clean up the mess (Nah)

Nah, nah, nah, nah nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah, nah, na na nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah, nah nah, nah, nah, nah, na na
What's the matter? Questions are unanswered
If you need some help, I'm a Tweet away
Hit me today, hey

I've been waiting, I'm contemplating
Say you love me, girl you were playing
None of this gon' matter when we die
I won't wipe your tears, not when you cry
This ain't love girl, this more like hatred
I've been down this road
So many times before
Hoes in my phone, they're your replacement
But they feel nothing like you
You made me whole