Just Jack - Krush lyrics

I can still see you in
Your beautiful pea green boat
Standing in the bow with a miniature
Silver Jesus hanging at your throat
And love was so inaccessible like a
Castle with a lava moat
And tell me what can you do
When love is all to tangible
Your younger self, I don't know how to cope

And all that year I was kicking myself
'Cause, I never coulda loved you more
You were just a public school posh
Never cut glass, no
Tear it out my chest and you
Can tie it to the mast, yeah
It was just a crush, it was just a crush
It was just a crush
It was only young dopamine
Sinking like a submarine
Just like a memory when


Your dark can disappear
Into a hazy shade of summer

I can still see you
Riding through the yard with no
Hands on the handlebars
Expensive confidence, unaware of consequence
So sure of your place in this world
You were like the air to
The green leaf fortune

And you, you chose my sister over me
But, I can hardly go about blaming you
Back then everybody did
And you knew you were a fully
Fledged solid gold demi god
And I was just another snotty
Kid trying to be rid
Of this thorn in my side
This thorn in my side

All that year I was kicking myself
'Cause, I never coulda loved you more
You were just a public school posh
Never cut glass, no
Tear it out my chest and you
Can tie it to the mast, yeah
It was just a crush, it was just a crush
It was just a crush
It was only young dopamine
Sinking like a submarine
Just like a memory when
Your dark can disappear
Into a hazy shade of summer

So many days are gone
And I realised somewhere along the line
That you're sharing a name with my son

All that year I was kicking myself
'Cause, I never coulda loved you more
You were just a public school posh
Never cut glass, no
Tear it out my chest and you
Can tie it to the mast, yeah
All that year I was kicking myself
'Cause, I never coulda loved you more
You were just a public school posh
Never cut glass, no
Tear it out my chest and you
Can tie it to the mast, yeah
It was just a crush, it was just a crush
It was just a crush
It was only young dopamine
Sinking like a submarine
Just like a memory when
Your dark can disappear
Into a hazy shade of summer
Into a hazy shade of summer

(It was just a crush, it was just a crush
It was just a crush, it was just a-
It was just a crush, it was just a crush
It was just a crush, it was just a- crush)