Justin Stone - Note If I Die lyrics

Yeah, this my note if I die
Think I tried to write this
Song three hundred seventy times
I could never say this, but I think, I think
For a reason that's so much bigger than me
Yeah i know you be down and depressed
Old life in a mess wanna die? Fear of life?
Yessir, I feel that shit
Yessir, I feel that way
Don't know why life is gray
I got it all, least they say, got it all
Least they say
But they don't see my problems
Trapped in the mirror
Scary, but for some reason feel
My endin' is near
My past keep gettin' blurry
But it's all come to clear
The things I tell you go right in
And then right out of your ears

Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?
Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?

Yeah, pray to God some more
Got me thinkin' less
Religion in my blood, check my DNA
(Check that)
I make love long before I say, "I do"
Family tell me it ain't right
Been like, "This ain't nothing new"
What I do is what I do
Tryna become happy by the time I'm twenty-two
You can hate my actions but admire how I do
I'ma-I'ma keep it blunt
Always keep it real with you
The things inside my head
Be depression and doubt
Kinda funny how I mask
My depression with clout
Self-esteem in the dirt
Check my follower count
I'll be empty by the end of the night
By the end of the night

Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?
Listen to me, I need help
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?