K-Rino, Cl’Che - Abortion Song lyrics

I know you was worried, I know you was scared
Put yourself in a tough spot
Totally unprepared you trusted his words
Trusted every lie that he spoke
Never thought that he would fake out
And the ties would be broke
Made the connection
Afraid that you would lose his affection
The words
‘I love you’ was used a tool to deception
So you dove in head first
Without the use of digression
Now depression got you moving
In a useless direction
When you found out you was pregnant
The panic took over
Especially when you told him
He acted like he didn’t know you
Now the lowest you could ever feel
You five levels below it
15 with a child coming and
Your parents don’t know it
Started stressing about the outcome
And the possible shame
So you confided in a classmate
Who’d been through the same
You wasn’t thinking clear
Walking around in obvious fear
Gave you a number to replace
And make your child disappear

What am I supposed to do
It's not supposed to be this way
Your blood comes from my veins, baby
My mind is going crazy
I don't know if I can take this
Lord help me as I'm praying
Before I make a decision

You aborted your baby though you
Didn't wanna do that
You lost a part of yourself that
You can never get back
Who can understand your mental pain
Nobody but you
Not to mention the physical trauma
Your body went through
Nobody even know you did it to
Ask if you was all right
Forced to be strong and carry
On with your everyday life
Now you regretting that decision
Feeling it wasn't right
Started having bad dreams
Barely sleeping at night
You did it 'cause you feared what folks
Would say when it was discovered
You were embarrassed at the thought
About being a teenage mother
Plus your parents warned you
About breaking them rules
What would they say when their little
Girl gave them that news
If you kept your baby you would have
Had to drop out of school
To put your heart into the hands of a fool
When you finally let him know he
Chalked it up as a win
The responsibility gone, now he calling again

What am I supposed to do
It's not supposed to be this way
Your blood comes from my veins, baby
My mind is going crazy
I don't know if I can take this
Lord help me as I'm praying
Before I make a decision