K-Rino - All I Went Through lyrics

Most of what I did in life
Came from a place of love
Long before I had understanding of
What a hater was took some hit's
Glad I went through it ‘cause
That’s the way you learn
Funny how those mentalities change up
When the tables turn
Said they ridin’ with ya
But they treat you like a crash dummy
Said they ridin’ with ya
But ain’t pitchin’ in no gas money
Rappin’ in the school bathrooms
Knew I was meant for this
Never forget the ones who was
Laughin’ and wasn’t interested
Same ones, now when I come across ‘em
They fans now same ones asking for pictures
Shaking my hands now
What if I’da forsaken my notebook, man
And put it up
What if I’da listened when they told
Me I wasn’t good enough
Every now and then inside my mind
AC Chill appears
Always wonder what would he be doing
If he still was here
Probably would be still killing
Mics and having fun
Guess it’s better losing a homie
Than never having one

So when I think of all I went through
And then I think of all I been through
I use it to make me better and then grew
Now I know each and every
Part I was meant to, meant to

A lot of trauma from the distant
Past oppressed in my internal
Thinkin’ of the pain inflicted got
Me heated like a thermal
Spending everyday silently tryna heal
From all the wars
They ain’t got enough bandaids to
Cover all the scars
Used to talk to chicks and not
Get told the right digit's
I’ve been taken advantage of and
Walked over like bridges
It took me a minute to
Properly read the procedure
That when people no longer can bleed ya
They no longer need ya
I still check myself and thank
God whenever it’s hard
I know how it feels to be
Hungry but never to starve
You gotta study everybody and
Have thick outer skin
I discovered that even losers can
Teach you how to win
It’s tough to think about the bread
I let myself run through
Looking for ways to blame others
For my own dumb moves it’s no one formula
It’s many reasons why you can fail
Not being honest with yourself the
Biggest lie you can tell

So when I think of all I went through
And then I think of all I been through
I use it to make me better and then grew
Now I know each and every
Part I was meant to, meant to

What you did in the past doesn’t
Have to be your life’s definition
When I look at people
I see them and not their condition
Stop telling people to let it
Go just ‘cause it’s old
It’s easy to clean the body
Tough to clean out the soul
Might be dealing with things that happened
To ‘em at a young age
Problems from back in the days
Resurface in other ways
Then we misunderstand that person’s
Sadness or rage
‘cause we don’t know the history of
How they got to that stage
Don’t just look at what you think you see
The root of it’s bigger
Any reactions people give off have
A reason to trigger
You might not have been the one
To cause that person’s pain
But since you right there at the moment
You’re the one that gets blamed
Understand prior circumstances that
They went through
And recognize that they had a
Past before they met you
And not all of the hurt affects you
But the rest of it does
Took me a while to realize how
Sick and messed up I was

So when I think of all I went through
And then I think of all I been through
I use it to make me better and then grew
Now I know each and every
Part I was meant to, meant to