K-Rino - Tower of Sadness lyrics

For we are opposed around the world
By a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy
That relies primarily on covert means
For expanding it's sphere of
Influence on infiltration
Instead of invasion
On subversion instead of elections
On intimidation instead of free choice
On guerrillas by night instead
Of armies by day

What are the causes and
The seeds of depression?
Who's ultimately affected? These
Are the questions
We all stand guilty and in need of a blessing
So we weave through the scriptures
To read as a reference
Foundations were laid years ago etched in
Neglect and rejection sent you
In that direction
Your heart was exposed with
No type of protection
The innocence you displayed was
Met with aggression
Lethal Injection to my trust of the masses
In the vein of my good side
The needle was cast in
Seeking to find peace in an hour of madness
Tryna stop adding bricks to
My tower of sadness
Every day the hurt builds
Deeper and deeper it drills
Nobody is understanding so I
Keep it concealed
All these artificial people say
They're keeping it real
False happiness in alcohol, reefer and pills
Come on

Tryna find my way through all
This darkness in my life
In the meantime until that day
I keep running towards that light
And even if I don't succeed at least
I know I did my best
All day long I keep on running
Till I reach that happiness (Happiness)

They sit watching me closely
Hesitant to approach me
Hoping that I'll let a
Professional diagnose me
Instead of communicating
They wait to sedate me
Making me deflate to unsafely medicate me
And turn me to a
Vegetable with anti-depressants bro
A cocktail of Paxil, Zoloft and Lexapro
The Prozac and Cymbalta make my moods alter
Not only mentally but my
Physical started to falter
So hard, O Lord, no money, no job
Won't starve options: sell dope, go rob
Can't seem to get no peace of mind, it's so
Chaotic and frustrating, borderline schizo
Deal with it, get help
Must make a fast choice
Conversations in my head, good voice
Bad voice "Don't jump", "Jump now"
Somebody come help me
I just wish that me and my
Own head would accept me

Tryna find my way through all
This darkness in my life
In the meantime until that day
I keep running towards that light
And even if I don't succeed at least
I know I did my best
All day long I keep on running
Till I reach that happiness (Happiness)

Mindstate not good, hurting since childhood
Over time your heart got harder than plywood
Trying to avert war
Peace is what you search for
Abuse from your parents constructed
The first flaw from love they disarmed you
The drugs only harm you
The mental facilities they build
Don't reform you
Every night you fight to not use the rifle
Your offspring heirs is
The generational cycle
If tears could come out my eyes
I would have been crying
They must be going backward and
Drowning me from the inside
Depression is testing me a real
Problem I might have
Stress is the ocean and I'm
Floating on a life raft
Prayers in my head but I'm
Too shook to dial one
Everybody claim they got faith
Until the trial come
Long as you live you gonna have
To face a lot of tests
You can take God all day with no side effects

Tryna find my way through all
This darkness in my life
In the meantime until that day
I keep running towards that light
And even if I don't succeed at least
I know I did my best
All day long I keep on running
Till I reach that happiness (Happiness)