Kanye West - Bitter Sweet lyrics

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me
I don't want you, but I need you
I love you and I hate you
At the very same time

See what I want so much
Should never hurt this bad
Never did this before
That's what the virgin says
We've been generally warned
That's what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency

And she claim she only with
Me for the currency
You cut me deep bitch, cut me like surgery
And I was too proud to admit
That it was hurtin' me
I'd never do that to you at least purposely
We breakin' up again we makin' up again
But we don't love no more
I guess we fuckin' then

Have you ever felt you want to kill her
And you mixed them emotions with Tequila
And you mix that with a little bad advice
On one of them bad nights
You have a bad fight
And you talkin' about her family
Her aunts and shit
And she say motherfucker your mama's a bitch
You know, domestic drama and shit
All the attitude
I'll never hit a girl but I'll
Shake the shit out of you

But Ima be the bigger man
Big pimpin' like Jigga man
Oh I guess I figure it's

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me
I don't want you, but I need you
I love you and I hate you
At the very same time

See what I want so much
Should never hurt this bad
Never did this before
That's what the virgin says
We've been generally warned
That's what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency
And my niggas said I shouldn't
Let it worry me i need to focus on the
Girls we getting currently
But I been thinking and it got
Me back to sinkin' it
This relationship even got me back
To drinkin' and this Hennessy
Is gonna be the death of me
And I always thought that you havin'
My child was our destiny
But I can't even vibe with you sexually
Coz every time that I try
You will question me
Sayin', "You fuckin' them girls
Disrespectin' me?
You don't see how your lies is affecting me
You don't see how life was supposed to be
And I never let a nigga get that close to me
And you ain't cracked up to what
You was supposed to be you always gone
You always be where them hoes'll be"
And this the first time she ever
Spit her soul to me

I fucked up and I know it G
I guess it's bittersweet poetry