Katatonia - Help Me Disappear lyrics

To completely dissolve what method is used
I cannot sleep my hands are bruised
There's a hole in the wall torn up anew
One dead eye the colour of you

To vanish for life and promise to stay
Away from the knowing bird in a cage
I'd give so much for the courage to go
If I ask for your help then you will know
So help me disappear
Or to believe in a change no way out of here
That I can see or the nightmares that burn
Into my head at night make them disappear
So I can breathe

Looked out the window twice just to be sure
That no one was standing outside the door
But, it's just as calm as it was before
They're all gone now not there anymore

Isolated myself for the sake of freedom
I clenched my fist for the sake of kindness
I read a book full of strange words
Loneliness is a disease

So help me disappear
Or to believe in a change no way out of here
That I can see or the nightmares that burn
Into my head at night make them disappear
So I can breathe