Katy B - Disappear lyrics

So sad that we have lost all our innocence
Something that was pure is now covered in red
Tainted by the road to become a woman
I thought that it would cure
So why am I still walking towards you?
Right, left, my feet are full prepared
But how can I change direction?
When you smile at me, I'm infected

Now should we lie to keep each other here
Or tell the truth and burn?
Are you the man I thought you were
Or is there more to learn?
And it would be unfair to tell you that
The whole of me is here
Cause, I woke up one day to find that
I have disappeared
Oh oh oh, I have disappeared
Oh oh oh, I have disappeared
Oh oh oh, I have disappeared oh oh oh

The way that we would lie
I'd look into your eye
I wouldn't get the time
Now I don't see the fire
Tainted by the role to become the man
You let me where you can
Like you didn't give a damn it's mad
How something so real could be so conditional
But how can I change direction?
When you smile at me, I'm infected

Now today we haven't spoken, I'm still fine
But, I'm scared about tomorrow
Where I must store in my sorrow
If it's not here to taste the pride, to live
To feel is it real?
Is it real? I woke up one day
To find that I was gone, where is the fun?
Where did our hearts go?
I can't find you, no