KayCyy, Lexii Alijai - Depression Relief lyrics

Truthfully, I'd rather break a leg
Then be fighting with my head
Can't get outta bed, can't get outta bed
They don't understand me
Maybe the ones that been through it
All the ones that goin' through it
They might understand me, uh
Pay somebody to listen
Shoutout to my therapist
She told me that it's lonely
Depression ain't no joke though

And it came to pass
When the evil spirit from God was upon Saul
That David took a harp and played with his-
With his hand
So Saul was refreshed, and was well
And the evil spirit departed from him

I'm scared to try the meds
All those lost belief, it was hard to breathe
I was feeling anxious, aiming for the top
But I've been at my lowest
Sometimes I really worry
At times I really weary
Sometimes I need a break
I try to make it work, I showing you my worth
This type of freedom can't be forced
Testing my faith, got reinforced
Watching who I lay with, careful with my seed
Can't just plant it anywhere
It feels darker when you're in it
But the light ain't far from your spirit
You recording some?
I'm recording right here on my phone too

Yeah, yeah, look
Bad bitch with a rotten mind she only kick
Fake titties, fake ass
She ain't hard to find
Rollie on her left wrist
But she ain't got no time
For a nigga with no money to blow
That's a nigga that's a nigga
Chains on his neck, you know she
Gon' be fuckin' for sure, huh
That mean she a slave for the blue face
That mean running was two-faced
That mean she ain't fuckin' with no
Type of chick who be always dick
Make a nigga wanna lose weight
Yeah, I wish I was your boo thing
Too busy, nigga, she ain't even
Do dates, truth ain't fair, look
Another lost girl
The fuck is we doin' not lovin' each other
Instead we just put all our trust in
Frustrations covers
They ain't holdin' you down
They holdin' you back while
You holdin' your crown
You gotta showin' your frown
Shit in the air must be crawling around, yeah

And it came to pass
When the evil spirit from God was upon Saul
That David took a harp and played with his-
With his hand
So Saul was refreshed, and was well
And the evil spirit departed from him