Kelly Clarkson - I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead lyrics

I shoulda kissed you one last time
I woulda held you
So much longer if I''d known
It'd be the last time if I could forget you
Make all these memories fade to grey
I'd rather not remember what
I foolishly traded

I think I might be missin' you
Like you said I would (Like you said I would)
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah, I'm the fool
I think I meant "I love you"
When I said that I don't care
(When I said that I didn't care)
I wish I were just lonely instead

I shoulda loved you more than I did
Living without you
With your ghost, and your voice
Always in my head yeah, I couldn't see you
And now I see you every day but not with me
He seems real nice she makes you smile
Like you used to smile at me

I think I might be missin' you
Like you said I would (Like you said I would)
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah, I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
(When I said that I don't care)
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh

You were right i'm lyin' here
Wishin' you were with me
Hopin' that you might be missin' me
'Cause, I can't seem to fight it, honey
Wish I could erase every part of you in me

I think I might be missin' you
Like you said I would (Like you said I would)
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah, I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
(When I said that I don't care)
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh
I think I might be missin' you
Like you said I would (Like you said I would)
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah, I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
(When I said that I don't care)
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh
Yeah, I wish I could be lonely instead