KidRicky - Ferris wheel lyrics

Stuck on a ferris wheel
They still are trynna get this trill
I'm manifesting what I owe to me
Stand still
Cool clothes, delicious meals
Why I'm avoiding getting killed
It's not about survival
It's about what caring made you feel
I do some fucked up shit and
Put it on devil's tab
They ask me about my dad's
I tell you that he never slapped
Or hit and hurt his children bad
But he was strict like every man
I can't attend them funerals
I shed me quite some tears
People wanna grieve for you
Since you get dissapеared
But what gives when you trynna
Fakе what ain't been real?
You never cared in the first place
Why bother? Cheers
I do not want no new friends
For now the case closed
Find yourself a new asshole to pray for
Fake hoes, I chill on this couch then get lit
Rather be dead than get
Along with you deadbeats
Where will you take us? Let's see