Knowmads - The Pain lyrics

I saw my doctor today i told him
I've been drinking out the bottle
Smoking Mary Jane took a couple pills
I can feel them in my veins
There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine
And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain

I envision there's a god who watches over man
Who know our every though and
Even talks about a plan
Then divides the planet up into
Different types of man
Ones who own the fields and others
Who just work the land
They say Adam fuck Evil and procreated kids
The same types of evils I'm associated with
Seen a friend turn a fiend
Now the fiend don't exist
And the keepers got us mesmerized to
See it like we're rich
Society's demented I'm looking for a mentor
People disappoint me every day
I thought you meant more
Used to dream of heaven
Now there's too much to repent for
Fuck Clear Channel cause in inhuman to censor
Eleven years old, my best friend got jumped
Those bastards pulled out a knife
I stood there like a chump
And way before that the biggest
Kid snatched my lunch
So on my 21st I'm gon cop me a gun
I used to be the nice kid
Now look at what you've done
I'll burn your face off just
By spitting with my tongue
Childish ambitions took me higher
Than the sun when you read the book you'll
Understand why I'm the one
It's all about the cash man
It's all about that money
When Baby kissed Wayne
That shit was hella funny
I'm rolling up a philly
Because Philly's always sunny
I'll even make million spitting
While I'm looking bummy
Either way, fuck my life
And that bitch will keep cumin
Spit it like the water
When I'm on you'll see I'm running
Bout to blow up like the bomb on the hundreds
Blew life out of death
Like an ordinary fungus

Now I'm drinking out the bottle
Smoking Mary Jane took a couple pills
I can feel it in my veins
There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine
And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain

This music is a drug
You can't just listen once
One track might get you up but
Shit that still isn't enough
Cause once it's in your blood
And pumping through your veins
You go from like to love as what
You know goes up in flames
Quickly go from cutting class
Straight into cutting cain
Heaven's the winners bracket and life
Is just a game i roll the dice every day
When I hit the chronic but, if it's in the
Am nothing gets accomplished
Keep telling myself that I'm changing
But it isn't honest
Even at night I'm solving problems
With this gin and tonic
If you got fizzle, pop it
Might as well live it up
Picking apart excuses
But usually I don't give a fuck
I'm feeling young and drunk so pass the XO
This music is a drug
And we got the best blow
But once it's all gone, you gotta get more
It's tough to hold on, harder to let go

Now I'm thinking bout tomorrow
And how I'm gonna change
Got off with the powder
Blowing kill into the rain
For everything I've lost there's been
Something that I've gained
But, I wonder what's the cost cause
It all seems the same
When I'm drinking out the bottle
Smoking Mary Jane stronger than these pills
I can feel them in my veins
There's nothing that dope about doing cocaine
And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain
They say that pain kills