Knuckle Puck - Stateside lyrics

I watched the bonds we made give way
On your front porch that May
You begged me to go
But I think that I should stay
I wanna know how much you hate me
Before I go across the country
Before I go across the country

So act like you never cared
About a spark that wasn't there
But don't forget how hard you
Tried to let me down
But I wouldn't break free
I never wanted to be the
Weight that you buried
I'm stuck stateside with you in my head
I couldn't even get away to New England
So next time that you're
On your kitchen floor
Remember me and what we used to be
And how I couldn't care less anymore

So act like you never cared
About a spark that wasn't there
But don't forget how hard you
Tried to let me down
But I wouldn't break free
I never wanted to be the
Weight that you buried

I'll hold on to everything you've tried
To take, cause I'm gone
I'm the smile you couldn't fake

Maybe I'll end up back in your bed
Or in a makeshift one in the back of my van
I've learned to not rule out anything when
It comes to you and me
Except for consistency
So half of what mattered
Then won't matter anymore
And at that time I'll be in
Another state on another floor
In another state on another floor