Kodak Black - Close to the Grave lyrics

You know death right around the corner
And prison my next door neighbor
Feel like I'm dyin’ to live
I know we live to die
But I feel like I'm dyin' to live

I be clutchin’ on my fire
You never know these days
Gamblin' with your life
You gettin' close to the grave
Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me
Lately knew I shouldn't have never let
You close to me, baby
Clutchin' on my fire
You never know these days
Gamblin' with your life
You gettin' close to the grave
Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me
Lately knew I shouldn't have never let
You close to me, baby

I knew I shouldn’t have never showed
You that I love you, my nigga
I fucked up when I showed
You that I trust you, my nigga
I tried to turn my life around
But now I’m back in the field
You know it's free my nigga Cool
I hope he win the appeal
I lost my niggas, it ain’t been the same
Everybody say that I changed
Say I ain't been the same
They don't even know I'm feelin’ pain
They don't know how I
Feel inside, traumatized, criminalized
But yet I'm idolized
I swear to God sometimes I wonder why
It got me brainwashed
Lil' ones off the same block
Remember I had to slang rock
Remember I let them thangs pop
Damn, I just wanna raise my son
Wish it could've been how it was
Sometimes I wanna grab my gun
Sometimes I don't be wanna hear none

I be clutchin' on my fire
You never know these days
Gamblin' with your life
You gettin' close to the grave
Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me
Lately knew I shouldn't have never let
You close to me, baby
Clutchin' on my fire
You never know these days
Gamblin' with your life
You gettin' close to the grave
Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me
Lately knew I shouldn't have never let
You close to me, baby

My boy got shot, you put the blame on me
You say you know I did it
I can't even act like it ain't faze me
That shit hurt my feelings
My cousin got hit up
Say he saw me jump out with the Glizzy
Why you had told them people
You made me? Boy, you know you didn't
I hit that lick in Maryland
I bought my mama a Honda Civic
The hardest thing I had to do
In life was leave you
I was showin' you love and had
You feelin' like I need you
I'm drinkin' this alcohol right now
I wanna see you
You made me go hard in this shit
I'm motivated why you had gave up on the
Kid when I was jaded?
Now I've been drinkin', gettin' faded
Thinkin' 'bout how you played me
Thinkin' 'bout how you did me

I be clutchin' on my fire
You never know these days
Gamblin' with your life
You gettin' close to the grave
Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me
Lately knew I shouldn't have never let
You close to me, baby
Clutchin' on my fire
You never know these days
Gamblin' with your life
You gettin' close to the grave
Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me
Lately knew I shouldn't have never let
You close to me, baby