KT Tunstall - The River lyrics

I'm holding on to something I don't want
To hold on to i'm reaching out
For something I can't touch
Although I know I want to

Taking in the scenery
You're the ghost in my machinery
When I was good as gold i was good as gold
Closing off the avenues
To places that I never knew
And know I'll never know now I'll never go

I listen and I hear you speak
Am I missing something?
I want to jump into the river
Feel it on my skin but the river is rocks
And I'm already lost
And I know where I've been
Oh, I know where I've been

I feel I'm caught in a beautiful
Dream and I'm cold
And my heart has told me it's a dark seam

Running through the middle of
A life that's full of real love
And everything is mine everything is mine

I listen and I hear you speak
Am I missing something?
I want to jump into the river
Feel it on my skin but the river is rocks
And I'm already lost
And I know where I've been

Oh, I listen and I hear you speak
Am I missing something?
I want to jump into the river
Feel it on my skin but the river is rocks
And I'm already lost
And I know where I've been
Oh, I know where I've been
Yes, I know where I've been