Kyle - Difficult Starter lyrics

Difficult Starter - Kid
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Since i been back the past, comes back
I try so hard to not have it as fact
But in black and white since I was born iv
Been having to fight family never tried
Too focused on wine fighting all the time
But don't feel so sorry im fine
Been in fostercare since day one
My whole life realising I was alone
But in my mind i was shown
Intj running through ma soul
Perfect lifestyle to allow
Me to grow from so much pain an anger
Only use it to make myself stronger
An you want me tell you how I know
God is real truely it's no big deal
Allow yourself to take in this perspective
Now we are all made up of the same thing
As the planets and birds which sing
Have you ever tried visialisaing flying
Well, take in this perspective
Why does beauty effect us
How do you feel when the stars reviel
Free will
The universe too big too make big deals
Out of lifes ordeals
Gratitude of life now matter circumstance
Have faith you can do it
And give yourself the chance
Start to believe, in yourself
Then you'll start to see
Life reviel, oppertunties
Don't conciel, see the fate you chose to feel
Break out before they make you kneel
Only say this to the ones i care
Difficult life, in difficult time
Difficult place, was a difficult kid
Difficult set no more cards left
When will I be able to put this to rest yeah
An it's been a difficult starter
But it's only made me harder
Smarter, calmer, faster, stronger
I wonder, how we were made from thounder
An born in water
How emotions code the alaphabet order
Of it's information embedded in
The molecular structure
You can learn from anything you see
Coz life is a refection g
Of how you choose to use
Your belief system you see
Our ideas innatly come from our intuition
Fuck religion im talking about conciousness
And the onenous our atoms
Are made the same as the entire system
So coincidence will always happen
So the entire system
Has had faith and guilded us
To see it this way
Understand how fear of god creates
Too much hate
But truth in god makes it hard to hate
The way we made us this way
Let me say that again truth in god
Makes it hard to hate the
Way we made
Us this way
Never knew how to pray
Until I gained faith, in science
Then I was enlightended on how to be guided
By your trueself, no corporret cell
But right now it feels im living in hell
For now thats all im gonna share
Because if you don't rate this
It wasn't for you to hear