Lady XO - What It Is lyrics

I got good intentions held my head
Up high through all my setbacks
Push my limit's ain't no sleepin' in
My city I got jetlag
I'll be lying if I said that I
Don't think bout if I relapsed
I don't want that petty love
Only want loyalty and romance
I was sad behind the scenes make
Shit look easy usin' no hands
I ain't lookin' at em different
Took advantage of my kindness
I see where his head was at I
Know he wish he never tried it
I could bet he hate my guts I'm
Quick to find the silver lining
I ain't even 25 but I could
Tell you bout your life
I won't never face the ground bitch I'm
The type put up a fight
That's my brother if you touch him
Then it's up we think alike
What comes around gon' double back they made
Me do it out of spite
Wastin' time countin' them favors I only
Do shit out of love
Gon' face that pain alone it made me
See what I'm 'sposed to become
I ain't ever had a home you
Know Chicago where I'm from
So if you fuck with one of mine
I'm takin' all that shit in blood
I lost a lot it made me numb I'm
Thinkin' maybe I'm just used to it
The problem ain't the drugs it's just the
Way that he was usin' it
Ain't gassin' him for none he crashin'
Out don't be assumin' shit
I'm ridin' wrong or right with him
And that's just what it is

How you comin' i showed em love
Watch them threats you throwin' yeah
I wish he would he won't do none
Gon' try your luck
Riskin' your life for what but
Who am I to judge

I got some new money my circle stay the same
The real relate
Don't see from my perspective
It ain't hard for me to concentrate
Misunderstood in these relationships
I'm stickin' to the pape
Every play I made I went and matched it
With some Chardonnay
I don't question love they got for me
Felt that shit in my soul
Give my heart away if you loyal
To me it's wrapped in gold
Ain't expect all of these blessings thanks
To me I never folded
Way I feel about it happens just
The way that it's supposed to
They don't fuck with me
It's cuz they can't that bitch be tweakin'
Singin' melodies
Ain't holdin' back gimme a reason
Got good memory lyin' on me you misleading
One of mine and six of his
That's fair to me I guess we even

How you comin' i showed em love
Watch them threats you throwin' yeah
I wish he would he won't do none
Gon' try your luck
Riskin' your life for what but
Who am I to judge