LANY, Julia Michaels - okay lyrics

I bought that pillow on the
Couch 'cause it reminded
Me of the colors on your wall
I thought you’d like it
I don't want this to be my
Last time in this apartment, ooh
You took a day and made some
Space for me to move in
Said I could take the bottom drawer
So that's what I did
You told me I was all you want
So now what’s changed it? Ooh (O oh)

Is it wrong to think you're sadistic?
I know you're sleeping perfect
While I'm over here hurting

I'm gonna be okay, right?
I'm gonna be okay, right?
I wish I could tell myself that at night
I'm gonna be okay, right? (yeah)

Don't check my phone
I know for sure you haven’t called me
I fill my days with stupid
Shit to keep me busy
Instead of you, I’m ending
Every night with whiskey, ooh
(O oh)

Is it wrong to think you're sadistic?
I know you’re sleeping perfect
While I'm over here hurting

I'm gonna be okay, right?
I'm gonna be okay, right?
I wish I could tell myself that at night
I’m gonna be okay, right?

And if I go insane (If I go insane)
I, I got you to blame
(I got you to blame) , right?
At least that's what I tell myself at night
I'm gonna be okay, right? (I'm gonna be okay)

Ooh, I kinda knew this would hurt
Just a little too much, ooh
Ooh, I kinda knew this would hurt
Just a little too much

I'm gonna be okay, right?
I'm gonna be okay, right?
I wish I could tell myself that at night
I'm gonna be okay, right?

And if I go insane (If I go, If I go)
I, I got you to blame
(If I do, if I do) , right?
At least that's what I tell myself at night
I'm gonna be okay, right? (Gonna be okay)
Right, right