Laura Stevenson - Sky Blue, Bad News lyrics

Another couple weeks go by and
The creek gets higher
I'm getting covered up in bites
The bugs'll suck you dry up here

There's a notch on the tip of my tongue
No warning hiss before it spit's
Can I suck it back in
All the things I've ever said?
I make a cross with the nail on my
Thumb to stop the itch but it persists
And I make amends to everyone
That I've left standing
While time's clicking like a fan and
I'm sticking in my hand
And the sky is bright blue
Waiting on bad news

And I make amends
And fake it whеn I count the dead
And I make amеnds to everyone
That I've left standing

Shana says to take the year
"Shutter up, keep your head down
Don't let it strip you bare"
And maybe I'll be better in a year
And maybe I'll deserve it then

And I make amends
And fake it when I count the dead
And I make amends to everyone
That I've left standing

Did I shirk something? Did I hurt someone?
Was I ever any good?
I know, I know, I know I was
Was I ungrateful? I was, I was, I was, I was
Was I ungrateful? I was, I was, I was, I was