Leah Kate - Alive And Unwell lyrics

I don't wanna wake up
Can't cover up the pain with my make-up
All these strangers rip me to shreds
The beauty of the internet
But I don't make it better
You know I never have my shit together
I'm a bad drunk, can't keep a job
I'm a disappointment to my mom

Think that I might lose it
Damn, I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I'm doing one, two
One, two, three, four

I'm alive and unwell
Some days I fucking hate myself
No, magic pill is gonna help
But at least I'm thriving in hell
Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I'm a hot mess, but guess what
I don't give a fuck

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ooh
Alive and unwell
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ooh
Alive and unwell

It is what it is, I am who I am
You can tell me what to do
But I won't listen i'm a lost cause
I'm a bit depressed
I'm the worst even at my best

Think that I might lose it
Damn I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I'm doing one, two
One, two, three, four

I'm alive and unwell
Some days I fucking hate myself
No magic pill is gonna help
But at least I'm thriving in hell
Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I'm a hot mess, but guess what
I don't give a fuck

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ooh
Alive and unwell
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ooh
Alive and unwell

I'm alive and unwell oh, oh, oh oh
Alive and unwell