Lebanon Hanover - Alien lyrics

I like to wander some graveyards alone
And think of all that Iʼve become
What kind of box I would go
And would you even notice
My disappearance, my impressions
Iʼm just waiting, waiting

And until then my desolation
Will be my trademark
Iʼll always remain alien
And however hard I try to integrate
Iʼll always remain alien

You say I should go out in every brutal town
There is someone of substance
Forcing me to do things I never do
For instance laugh at jokes of you
Small talks have simply no relevance

And until you change
Iʼll keep my delighted face
It is my trademark to always remain alien
And however hard I try to integrate
Iʼll always remain alien