Lecrae, Taylor Hill - Cry for You lyrics

This thorn in my flesh
Is the only thing I got left
And it's so hard to confess
When everybody thinks you're perfect

But I cry for you if you feel it too
And I'll cry for you
If you show how to lose
The elephants in the room

Take it away, I beg you, take it all away
The pain it causes
It makes me wish I could fade away
If they knew what you knew
They'd probably shun me
I'm surprised you know it all
And you love me i know I break your heart
Body of death, give me rest if my heart stops
Then it don't hurt no more
Can't get worse no more
Can't pursue all these desires
It ain't cursed no more
No more lies about my worth no more
I understand the thoughts of
Suicide that do reside
But when I stop and think about my family
I feel new inside
I promised I would die a thousand deaths
'fore I cause them any pain
But somehow I end up killing everything
I cry for you
If you feel a dark, twisted, heart-wrenching
Hate-to-see your-own-reflection
Praying for an intervention
Feeling guilt and feeling shame
I just call on Jesus name
Praying daily, can you take away this pain?
Take the thorn away still, it remains, I
Feel the same, I know that I'm here, but
Still feel insane
Satan would love to see me give
Up and throw up my hands
He say I'm guilty but You say I'm clean

This thorn in my flesh
Is the only thing I got left
And it's so hard to confess
When everybody thinks you're perfect

But I cry for you if you feel it too
And I'll cry for you
If you show how to lose
The elephants in the room

Yeah, Sunday morning, or Sunday mourning?
I woke up dead inside from all
The hurt I saw before me
Evil tryna take away my testimony
Starin' at my phone, feelin' like a phony
Oh, I cry for you, I would die for you
To escape the pain I feel from
All that I've been through
I feel it in my soul and in my chest
Take away this ugly thorn inside my flesh
Give me death
But grace is sufficient to start my mission
I'm so far from perfect
Can't believe they listen
But hear a broken man
'til your healin' happens
And hear a liar tell you
Truth to bring you gladness
I could never boast in my accomplishments
I can only hope in God with confidence
Opposite of optimist, U and I are consonants
Broken all the vowels
Deservin' of every consequence
Will you cry for me, or will you judge me?
Will you throw stones at my head
Or will you love me?
I could never be everything
That you wanna see
But crooked sticks draw straight lines
Just look at me
(But crooked sticks draw straight lines
Just look at me)

This thorn in my flesh
Is the only thing I got left
And it's so hard to confess
When everybody thinks you're perfect

But I cry for you if you feel it too
And I'll cry for you
If you show how to lose
The elephants in the room