Lecrae, Cam (Cameron Dukes) - Desperate lyrics

Our Father, forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us
Uh

Woke up this morning too depressed and
Shamed to leave my bed (Shamed)
Can't stand to see my own reflection
So I hang my head (Uh)
Feel like a disappointment
(Man) like the scum of the earth (Lord)
I'm so hurt I know you see
I can't cover my dirt (I can't)
My souls dying hearts weak and
I can't even cry (Cry)
I'm sposed to run to you but
Why I'm such an evil guy (Lord)
The sun's shining but for me
It's the darkest of days (It is)
Try to pretend it never happened
But the guilt remains (Uh)
I leave the house it feels like
Everybody knows I did it (Know I did)
Feel like they reading my mind and
Know the sin I committed (Man)
Through your blood, I'm acquitted
(I am) but my heart doesn't
Get it (It don't) oh God
I'm desperate for help 'cause
I'm grieving Your Spirit
I couldn't sing in the Sunday service
Lord I felt fake (Felt fake)
And when they started communion I
Just made an escape
I'm in need of your grace
(Yes) feels like You hid Your face (Yes)
Lord, lead me back to cross and
Show me my sins erased

I'm so desperate (Ooh ooh)
Can't believe I've sinned against You
(Ooh ooh)
Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry)
I'm sorry (Your mercy)
Your mercy (Is what I need) is what I
Need (Is what I need) i'm so desperate
(Ooh ooh)
I can't believe I've sinned against You
(Ooh ooh)
Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry)
(I'm so sorry) Hey (It's Your mercy)
Is what I need (Is what I need)

I'm waist deep in my pity
And Satan tryna trick me (What?)
And tell me you won't forgive me
Cause it's startin' to get me (yeah)
Jesus help me quickly
(Help) I hate the wrong I've done (I do)
I know we all fall but I
Feel like the only one (It's only me)
Feels like I should be shunned
Should I punish myself
I know it's dumb 'cause by your death
All my sin has been dealt
But my sin is been felt I
Didn't want to do it (I didn't)
But what I want to do I don't
I swear I'm goin' through it
I'm tryna open up my Bible
Need to read your pages (I need You, Lord)
Need You Lord but my guilt has
Got me feeling so faithless (It does)
Help me see where grace is
(Lord) take me back to the basics (Please)
Help me find my joy in You
And not people and places
My sin is ever before me I
Turned my back on You (On You)
Oh Father
Break and restore me to bring me back to you
(Bring me back) my sin is ever before me I
Turned my back on You (You)
God break and restore me to
Bring me back to You

I'm so desperate (Ooh ooh)
Can't believe I've sinned against You
(Ooh ooh)
Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry)
I'm sorry (Your mercy)
Your mercy (Is what I need) is what I
Need (Is what I need) i'm so desperate
(Ooh ooh)
I can't believe I've sinned against You
(Ooh ooh)
Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry)
(I'm so sorry) Hey (It's Your mercy)
Is what I need (Is what I need)

Have mercy on me God according
To your steady love
Wipe away my transgressions and wash
Me in your blood create in me a clean heart
Renew a right spirit
Don't hide your face from me God
Your Presence keep me near it
I'm waiting patience on you Lord I
Know you hear my cry
Restore your Joy in me for you
Alone I live and die
It's you I Glorify cause you
Don't want my sacrifice
You want me broken and contrite
Trusting in the Christ
I confess to you my sin and you show me mercy
I turn away from it demonstrating
That you are worthy over lust, over pride
Over all sin is my affection for Jesus who
Died for all them
I was lost now I'm found I
Was toss to the ground
My sin weighed on me heavy but
I am no longer bound
As sure as Christ wear the crown
I know that grace will abound
And even when I feel lost I
Know in You I am found

I'm so desperate
I can't believe I've sinned against you
Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry)
Your mercy is what I need