Left Boy - Book Club lyrics

Remember our book club? yeah
With Yves Saint Laurent
The first and the last book
We started on? yeah
We used to spend our days and
Our eves on the phone first date and we both
Rocking Louis Vuittons? yeah
I don't know about this chick
'Cause I'm still heartbroken from
This motherfucking bitch
Who made me feel like I
Was never really worth shit
So you must be dumb if you're interested
Right? Yeah, you must be a fool
If you fall in love with me
And I'm a goddamn loser so I abused her
Four years later and I lose her
Goddamn, I've been distracted for years
This the first time that I see things clear
Looking back, covering my MacBook in tears
'Cause you did so much and
I just didn't care

Well, that's how things go
When you only learn on the long way home
I lo-love you girl, but I know, know, know
That you're happy now, so I let it go
Well, that's how things go
When you only learn on the long way home
I lo-love you girl, but I know, know, know
That you're happy now, so I let it go

They say it hurts like a bitch
But I swear a bitch never
Fucking hurt like this
But I use the pain to change
And the music to express what I can't say
Remember back in the day
At the club, in the line
When you first said "Hey"
You said you were a fan of my grandma
You love the part where she
Plays with the camera
Now she's telling me she
Regrets it ever happened
She wish she would've spent those
Years with someone else
And kept her confidence
'cause she used to be
So secure and sure of what she does and needs
Yeah, it hurts to hear
But I know it ain't true
'Cause this boy right here's "half me"
"half you" i know there's purpose for
What we've been through
Even if you don't see it right now, I do

Well, that's how things go
When you only learn on the long way home
I lo-love you girl, but I know, know, know
That you're happy now, so I let it go
Well, that's how things go
When you only learn on the long way home
I lo-love you girl, but I know, know, know
That you're happy now, so I let it go
Hit me with it one more time