LiL BO WEEP - Codependency lyrics

Can not sleep, can not think
Demons eating away at me
High on Xanax, I'm a fiend
I can’t reach the in between
Squint your eyes, watch the beam
Shut the lights out so you see
You're not what you're meant to be
You just take your wants from me

And it hurts so bad when you take from me
And it hurts so bad when you can’t see
And it hurts so bad when I watch you bleed
But I'm just as bad as you
When I'm alone too i don't wanna die inside
I convince myself I'm fine
But now that I can see
It's just my codependency

Can not sleep, can not think
Demons eating away at me
High on Xanax, I'm a fiend
I can't reach the in between
Squint your eyes, watch the beam
Shut the lights out so you see
You’re not what you’re meant to be
You just take your wants from me

Screaming that you wanna die
While you throw my stuff outside
Clinging to your lifeless skin
Pleading just to let me in
Now I'm passed out on the floor
Fled the country, now I’m poor
High in my spare time
Convince me that I'm fine

Please just speak to me
Please just say you need me
Please just speak to me
Please just say you love me
Tell me that you'll be alright
So I won't have to deny that it’s all in me
That it's my codependency

Can not sleep, can not think
Demons eating away at me
High on Xanax, I'm a fiend
I can't reach the in between
Squint your eyes, watch the beam
Shut the lights out so you see
You're not what you're meant to be
You just take your wants from me