Lil Boom, London Yellow - Asleep lyrics

(My eyes) my eyes closed
Most my life I've been in a dream
Took the train to Nightmare Land
Got off somewhere between
Waking Up, stresed out, mentally fatigued
Do you know what I mean?
Why I keep falling asleep?

I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep

Why is waking up so jarring?
My sleep patterns are self harming
Used to sleep in class
That's why I am retarded
One plus ABC do not mean shit to me
Sleepy time is my enemy
Dream state got a nigga confuzzled
Have you ever had a dream that you um
You- had- your- you- you could do anything!
I wanna do everything but I can't wake up
Wanna fly farther than chicken wings
But I am stuck with the comfort in payka
I'll procrastinate tomorrow
I'm so tired of sleeping in
Kinda wish my mommy would've put
My ass on Ritalin (Mommy)
Just kidding
But insomnia sounds kind of cool
Used to never sleep before I went to school
Countless nights, fake asleep
When my mommy go away, turn on TV
Old school Nintendo 64 kept me company
Now I'm old as fuck
I wanna go to sleep and skip the scenes
It seems responsibility got my mental
Busting at the seams
I spent most of my life in dreams
So, I set goals, not those
Made it pretty far
Now I wonder where my passion go'd

Eyes closed most my life I was in a dream
Took the train to Nightmare Land
Got off somewhere between
Waking Up, stresed out, mentally fatigued
Do you know what I mean?
Why I keep falling asleep?

I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep
I keep falling asleep i keep falling asleep

I can't sleep insomnia
I don't think it's gonna
For all that it's worth, it's nothing new
I'm startin' to learn by just calmin' down
Up 8 to 8, working 8 to 8
My mind putting weight on me
My inner thoughts, they keep me up
They're driving me insane
Ghetto fireflies when I close my eyes
I can never seem to count sheep
I wonder if it be the drugs or something
Or is it the lacking of love or something
Or is it the sign up above or something
Or could it all be just because of nothing
When y'all get that Sleep and
Death are probably cousins
But they probably fucking and
They make depression
I think that's a lesson for
All those who that seek
Nigga fuck me, and nigga fuck sleep
Sleep is just death, but just a sneak peek
I feel like this week has been on repeat
Its London Yellow, but this nigga blue
'Cause he feeling sad, nigga me too
I can't sleep, I can't move
I can't eat, nigga, what to do?
Nigga, I'm sad, I'm in pain
And I can't sleep it away
Living life for the next day
Just to fall asleep anyway

I also want to die (Yo what the fu)