Lil Mama - Ppapap lyrics

Lil Memer, yeah

(yeah) depression
It’s like a disease but you didn’t know that
Cause you assume it’s for attention
You see me in hurt (yeah)
If you’d please let me be
All I’m thinking about is her (yeah)
(No, no) and you would never know
How it feels for people to
Stare at you and go "He’s weird"
I guess it’s the fear of
The insults being near
You could say I’m sensitive
But what really happened is
That someone got a
Hold of my mind and bended it
So that’s my mentality can’t change it
They see a man fall, say it’s my fault, yeah
And it’s my fatality
They gotta blame it… on someone
So they choose the kid with the saggy eyes
Cause, yeah he cries himself to sleep
Sorry if you’re disappointed at the fact
Of that kid is me
(So, so, so) So yeah, I weep
And if you’re afraid I’ll put a pistol
Or a missile to my head i will this week
No I’m not serious
I’m talking metaphorically
Put it on my grave, it’s historically
Separating groups
Not treating everyone the same (yeah, yeah)
I don’t like it categorically (woah, woah)
All I know is pain (yeah)
In my heart and brain
And I slit the hell out my wrists
Feeling I like I’ll feel better
(buck, buck, buck) i know I’m insane
I know you want me blamed
So kick me outta the damn house so
I can drown in the rain (drown)
But do you know what it feels like
To have to drown in tears?
Do you know the feeling of having
No control of denouncing your fears?
Not knowing if you should pull the trigger
Will death be near? Laying in my cask at a
Funeral… nobody else is here
(buck, buck, buck, brra)
Damn I’m trapped in my mind
I want a life that’s not mine
Some ask "you good?" and I go
And tell them "I’m fine" (frack)
I don’t know what to find
But I do know what to rhyme
Well, nobody cares for me except
A bit of my bloodline so call me psycho
You’re right, Michael (buck)
Is crazy and his brain’s outta
Control like a cyclone
Yeah, I’m Michael (buck, buck, buck)
But don’t get trapped in my thoughts
Or get trapped in my cycle

(Dedly Dungeon, uh dedly Dungeon, yeah, yeah
Dedly Dungeon, uh dedly Dungeon, yeah, yeah
Aye, hold up dedly Dungeon, yeah)
People call depression a mental disorder
But no, it's a drug
We keep taking that shit 'til we die (yeah)
But I keep taking the drugs
'Cause I'm lonely and depressed
'Cause all girls are the same
And that won't change (yeah)
Taking all these pills
Making me dizzy as fuck
One fucking day I thought I was gonna die
Took pills, I didn't hear of-
I was so fucking depressed
That day I didn't care
(Yo it's Random Memer in here)
You need to go this ain't your song
Sorry Random, this ain't your song, no
It's just me and Memer on the track
(huh, huh, huh, Go) I don't give a fuck
I'ma take these pills untl I die
('Til I die) yeah, 'til I die
(yeah, 'til I die, 'til I die, huh? Let's go)
Aye, who cares? Doing this 'til I die
And if you hate that
You can go through that door (brra)