Lil Poppa - Special lyrics

Special, I just want you
To know you're special
I'm just waiting on God to bless you
Having dreams of my granny, nigga
Fuck what they saying, lil' nigga
Go hard for the family

They telling me I came too far
To ever think 'bout going back
Like wait a minute, stop right there
Look where you at there's only of you
You can't help everybody and that's a fact
Just stick to yourself and keep
On running up them racks
Well okay, I'm cool with that
And you can't hold that gun 'round me
If you ain't no fool with that
And you can't hit this blunt if
You ain't help create the pack
I'ma say I love you 'cause I really love you
Just don't say it back


'Cause I been hurt before by something
I loved in the past

Soon as you put your trust in a nigga
Thеy do you bad
I ain't leading the race, but I ain't in last
I'm with Baby Tay if I ain't in class
And if thеy got smoke, that shit be gas
And 'bout no ho, I ain't going out sad
Them speaking on me don't make me mad
I just put shawty on your ass
Ayy, 1-6 mad, that's when the bag gone
Just get his ass on
I ain't talk to hustlers since
She blocked my last phone
I heard she moved on
Ever since then I been tryna find
Somebody I can do wrong
But I can do bad all by myself
I don't need no bitch, I don't need no help
Double the racks, I need more belts
New chopper for lil' one 'cause he gon' step
I be worried for him 'cause he like Steph
Pull up and shoot from anywhere
They hop out on women and babies
Too but they wouldn't dare
But it's okay when you playing fair
'Cause you can't breathe without no air

They telling me I came too far
To ever think 'bout going back
Like wait a minute, stop right there
Look where you at there's only of you
You can't help everybody and that's a fact
Just stick to yourself and keep
On running up them racks
Well okay, I'm cool with that
And you can't hold that gun 'round me
If you ain't no fool with that
And you can't hit this blunt if
You ain't help create the pack
I'ma say I love you 'cause I really love you
Just don't say it back
'Cause I been hurt before by something
I loved in the past

You gon' change on me, do it fast
It's okay, I'm cool with your decision
I been by my lonely for a minute
Social distancing before the pandemic
Like why they call me on some gimme shit
Like "Gimme that and gimme this"
Same ones, they ain't never gave me shit
I don't get it i'm numb, I don't feel it
Teacher asked me why my
Notebook said "No Pity"
'Cause when I leave this schoolhouse, baby
That's how I'm living
Hop on the bus back to the trenches
Ayy, I got love for all these niggas
They screaming gang, it ain't the same
For whatever you want, you can call a nigga
Even with my flaws, I never showed a flow
Never let 'em see you sweat what I was told
Gotta live by that without a doubt
Bitch, I did all this without a scout
Still down to fuck a nigga's spouse
Still tryna send 762s in house
And run in his mouth

They telling me I came too far
To ever think 'bout going back
Like wait a minute, stop right there
Look where you at there's only of you
You can't help everybody and that's a fact
Just stick to yourself and keep
On running up them racks
Well okay, I'm cool with that
And you can't hold that gun 'round me
If you ain't no fool with that
And you can't hit this blunt if
You ain't help create the pack
I'ma say I love you 'cause I really love you
Just don't say it back
'Cause I been hurt before by something
I loved in the past