Lil Revive - The Darkness Is My Only Friend lyrics

I've been fighting off another breakdown
I've been thinking that I need a way out
It's hard to live when the days go by
And the dark is your only friend, I'm saying like

I just wanna take a break from myself
Everything hurts, sick of living in this hell
I wanna face it, I wish I could find help
But I'm on my own, those the cards that I was dealt

I'll never be satisfied
I'm wasting my life and I'm losing my patience
As I watch another day go by
I'm thinking to myself like "How long can I take this?"

I hate the world, I'm sick of everything
I don't wanna medicate, I don't wanna drown my problems
I wanna find a way to better things
Devil always celebrate when I'm going down to the bottom

I've been thinking about the end again, feeling like the dark is my only friend
I've been thinking about the end again, can somebody save me?

I've been fighting off another breakdown
I've been thinking that I need a way out
It's hard to live when the days go by
And the dark is your only friend, I'm saying like

I just wanna take a break from myself
Everything hurts, sick of living in this hell
I wanna face it, I wish I could find help
But I'm on my own, those the cards that I was dealt

But I don't wanna talk about it
We see the world up in flames and we all abide it
We want the money and the fame and we always counting
But I've been doin fine goin' on without it

Yeah, what's the point, yeah, when everyone is counterfeit
What everybody wants, I wanna do the opposite
Be a piece of shit, they shower you with compliments
Sell your soul, yeah, they treat that shit like common sense

I've been thinking about the end again, feeling like the dark is my only friend
I've been thinking about the end again, can somebody save me?

I've been fighting off another breakdown
I've been thinking that I need a way out
It's hard to live when the days go by
And the dark is your only friend, I'm saying like

I just wanna take a break from myself
Everything hurts, sick of living in this hell
I wanna face it, I wish I could find help
But I'm on my own, those the cards that I was dealt