Foreign Forest, Lil Xtra - North Star lyrics

So much, 2020, no one lives forever
We could fall apart, always under pressure
You could break my heart
Blame it on the weather
Leave me in the dark, why don't you? Oh
I always act like I couldn't care less but
On the inside, I'm a grade-A mess
I'm always so stressed
Still fucking depressed
I think it's time to leave
Now you better get dressed
You always said I wasn't good enough
Yeah, I guess I knew I wasn't good еnough
There's something wrong with you
Thеre's something wrong with us
Cannot find a way to stay
When you're always on the run

(Cannot find a way to stay with you
Always on the run woah, woah)

I spent too much time tryna figure you out
Tryna figure you out, yeah
And why you're on my mind all the time
You didn't care at all
You didn't care at all
Now I'm picking up the pieces
Of my heart that you let fall
Is this a dream or a nightmare?
Swear you were just right there
Why you had to disappear?

So now we finally free to roam
If you get lost then follow the
North star home
You were something that I love
Not someone that I miss
I could buy you the world
Wouldn't buy happiness
(Wouldn't buy happiness woah, woah)

Back in the day when I went away
I'll never forget what you wouldn't say
I wanted to hear you want me to stay
We falling apart now, love in decay
I couldn't see it, wouldn't believe it
Talk a good game but you didn't mean it
Blaming your sadness here on the seasons
Leave me to rot, then give me no reason
I remember that all of you got on a
Plane then you flew off to college
But you never cared about me
Common knowledge
Well, I shoulda listened when
My mama called it yeah, my mama called it
Said you weren't evolving
You never answered when I was calling
Drop like a rock 'cause I sink to the bottom