Lil Zay Osama - Soul Cry lyrics

(JTK, They got Wooskii on the mix)

Ayy, ayy, got so much pain in my heart
Tryna find peace, every day, it get hard
Lil Dre got killed, put a stain in my heart
I saw his brain on the ground
I remain in a war
Every day, I'm gripping on a pole when I ride
Pull out when I'm walking 'cause I
Feel like someone behind me
Cousin stole a pole, everybody gettin' grimy
Don't know who to trust
Even my bitch look slimy
Peekin' out my window in the
Middle of the night
Pray to Lord they don't book me
Or kill me for that night
If you a real nigga, gotta feel me, I try
I try, I try to get revenge on any nigga
That hurt my family and any jam that I'm in
I was taught don't panic

My soul hurt lost too many of my niggas
That ain't never coming back
Lord, why they had to go first?
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh my soul hurt
Felt so much pain in my heart you ain't
Never felt, now my soul hurt, hurt, hey

Baby mama hopin' that I die
My homies wanna kill me
I been feelin' the vibe
They tryna shoot up my car
Can't let 'em know what I ride
Can't hop out 'cause I ain't loco
I paid them to go inside
Pullin' up to my shows
They uppin' phones for pictures
I'm nervous in my city
I'm up here thinkin' they grippin'
Fighting anxiety
Sippin' the Henny for the healin'
Jay Dot got shot and he
Died inside the buildin'
I can't wait 'til all this pain is over
'Cause, I got too much weight on my shoulders
Granddaddy on drugs
Hopin' he don't dose over
Too much on my mind, I
Don't get time to focus, uh
Too much on my mind, I
Don't get time to focus, uh
(I lost too many damn members)

My soul hurt lost too many of my niggas
That ain't never coming back
Lord, why they had to go first?
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh my soul hurt
Felt so much pain in my heart you
Ain't never felt, now my soul hurt, hurt