Listener - Ways of the Wind lyrics

Against all the odd realities
Portrayed before I was
I stand with a life in
My hand given to me before I was
I can with the tools of survival
Choose the right way
Or I can't won't or don't have to
I can pull this opportunity to me and
Hold on like it's dear to me
And not let it pass through or I can
Stop here where I know
The outcome and circumstance
Float close to death in the stagnant pool
Of familiarism seeking to destroy I am
Or at least the facade that most
Have imprinted in their lobes subconsciously
I'll dredge through oceans of acquaintence
Scarred by their smiling faces
By the hap hazard way my life
Hangs for all to see
Nervous ticking and shrugging off
Near misses or near
Hit's to be more accurate for me
And who I let to see a piece of me is rare
So rare that I don't know where I can be free
These are my thoughts my words wrote down
In an order pre-destined to exist
I love all who know me and
Who have the ability to
And those who I've skipped or missed
Feeling cold as they can
Hate steeping deep inside clenching
Their hands and fists
Wrists hardened with the power of death
You do what you need to
I'm just moving through going where I
Can be possibly lead or taken
And so very blatant I'll allow openly for my
Heart to sink darts of despise and hate
Knowing it's not my life and it's
Not so easy to mend
But in the act of letting go
I'll lose my want to defend
And tune my heart and listen
Listen to the ways of the wind
When will I get to segregate myself from
What can I say to represent my voice I'm
What do I hear that opens up my mind some
Who can see me and tell
Me I'm normal I'm just
Why must I learn to delegate my wealth to
How can you change and separate yourself when
When does our fate come knocking
For our doors why?
Who does it take when it comes to the wind on

I view the smug the so very please
D just-to-be's
The: Hey look at ME's with all
Fingers pointed back at me and think
Pray really for the ability with
Human eyes to see
Without jading my comprehensive outcome
Judgment kills when it's amongst the
Same level of life
Distinction comes with prides tattoo
And I've been taught by those who think
That they matter that this matters
But, I'm not listening inside do you?

When will I get to segregate myself from
What can I say to represent my voice I'm
What do I hear that opens up my mind some
Who can see me and tell
Me I'm normal I'm just
Why must I learn to delegate my wealth to
How can you change and separate yourself when
When does our fate come knocking
For our doors why?
Who does it take when it comes to the wind on

In perfect alignment is what my
Souls appetite yearns to be
Hungry for the feel of forever
With a tight grasp
White knuckles my skin to bleed
Happily shed spots of sweat staining
The path of continuance
I'm here to write but that's not it
I'm here to listen to however the
Wind sees fit to move me
Sailing on like living is a port
And I long to be
It's quiet words almost silently allow
Me to talk to myself
But, I know it's not right
I decree to set my journeys
Beginning with the first step
And then it's up to you to set me free
I'll make the biggest idiot out of myself
I've done it before and I
Know I'll do it again
It's like it's good for my health
Well, It might be good for a drop of humility
Experience always seems to mark
It's stamp near me
Crouched out of place with a plan to take me
I'm constantly learning always
Seeing teaching being
It's what oxygen and gravity
Brings as it's privilege
Granted for all those who get
The chance to encounter
Always fleeing time lines
And seeking eternity

When will I get to segregate myself from
What can I say to represent my voice I'm
What do I hear that opens up my mind some
Who can see me and tell
Me I'm normal I'm just
Why must I learn to delegate my wealth to
How can you change and separate yourself when
When does our fate come knocking
For our doors why?
Who does it take when it comes to the wind on