Little Brother, Darien Brockington - All for You lyrics
[Little Brother, Darien Brockington - All for You lyrics]
Dear Pops, it's your boy
I got some things I want to say to you, man
Just a couple of words, bear with me
Gimme a minute
Time to face it
Sitting in the middle of the basement
Holding a jack
How I'm anticipating he 'gon call me back
Got so much on my mind
Ain't no holding it back
In fact, I give a fuck how he 'gon react
Through my first nineteen asking where he at
Never seen him in the spots where we be at
For the next couple hours I
Sat til the phone rang no luck or no cigar
So I said to myself I'll try tomorr'
Me and my Vincent left out
Went to shoot play some ball
Came back, had a message like 'this your pa'
Then I took to the phone
Conversation was raw
Shit, I had to let him know
That his child was scarred
And right now we working through our mess
But, I had to get some shit off my chest
So bear with me, y'all
Just want to take the time to let you know
Sometimes it's hard to let my feelings show
The possibilities are endless so
This is all for you, you
I was looking at your photograph
Amazed how I favored you
I remember being young wanting
To play with you
Cause you was a wild and crazy dude
And now I understand why my momma
Couldn't never stay with you
From the roots to the branches to the leaves
They say apples don't fall far from the trees
I used to find it hard to believe
And I swore that I would
Always hold my family as long as I could
But damn our memories can be so misleading
It's misery i hate to see history repeating
Thought you were the bad guy
But, I guess that's why me and my girl split
And my son is leaving
I did chores, did bills, and did dirt
But, I swear to God I tried
To make that shit work
'Til I came off tour to an empty house
With all the dressers and
The cabinets emptied out
I think I must've went insane
Thinking I was in love, but really in chains
Trapped to this girl through the
Two-year-old who carried my name
I tried to stop tripping
But yo, I couldn't and the plot thickened
That shit affected me, largely
Because I know a lot of people want me
To fail as a father
And the thought of that haunts me
Especially when I check my rear-view mirror
And don't see him in his car seat
So the next time it's late at night
And I'm laid up with the
Woman I'mma make my wife
Talking 'bout how we 'gon make a life
I'm thinking about child support, alimony
Visitation rights
Cause that's the only outcome if
You can't make it right
Pissed off with your children
Feeling the same pain so, Pop
How could I blame cause you couldn't maintain
I did the same thing the same thing
Just want to take the time to let you know
Sometimes it's hard to let my feelings show
The possibilities are endless so
This is all for you, you
Just want to take the time to let you know
Sometimes it's hard to let my feelings show
The possibilities are endless so
This is all for you, you
I got some things I want to say to you, man
Just a couple of words, bear with me
Gimme a minute
Time to face it
Sitting in the middle of the basement
Holding a jack
How I'm anticipating he 'gon call me back
Got so much on my mind
Ain't no holding it back
In fact, I give a fuck how he 'gon react
Through my first nineteen asking where he at
Never seen him in the spots where we be at
For the next couple hours I
Sat til the phone rang no luck or no cigar
So I said to myself I'll try tomorr'
Me and my Vincent left out
Went to shoot play some ball
Came back, had a message like 'this your pa'
Then I took to the phone
Conversation was raw
Shit, I had to let him know
That his child was scarred
And right now we working through our mess
But, I had to get some shit off my chest
So bear with me, y'all
Just want to take the time to let you know
Sometimes it's hard to let my feelings show
The possibilities are endless so
This is all for you, you
I was looking at your photograph
Amazed how I favored you
I remember being young wanting
To play with you
Cause you was a wild and crazy dude
And now I understand why my momma
Couldn't never stay with you
From the roots to the branches to the leaves
They say apples don't fall far from the trees
I used to find it hard to believe
And I swore that I would
Always hold my family as long as I could
But damn our memories can be so misleading
It's misery i hate to see history repeating
Thought you were the bad guy
But, I guess that's why me and my girl split
And my son is leaving
I did chores, did bills, and did dirt
But, I swear to God I tried
To make that shit work
'Til I came off tour to an empty house
With all the dressers and
The cabinets emptied out
I think I must've went insane
Thinking I was in love, but really in chains
Trapped to this girl through the
Two-year-old who carried my name
I tried to stop tripping
But yo, I couldn't and the plot thickened
That shit affected me, largely
Because I know a lot of people want me
To fail as a father
And the thought of that haunts me
Especially when I check my rear-view mirror
And don't see him in his car seat
So the next time it's late at night
And I'm laid up with the
Woman I'mma make my wife
Talking 'bout how we 'gon make a life
I'm thinking about child support, alimony
Visitation rights
Cause that's the only outcome if
You can't make it right
Pissed off with your children
Feeling the same pain so, Pop
How could I blame cause you couldn't maintain
I did the same thing the same thing
Just want to take the time to let you know
Sometimes it's hard to let my feelings show
The possibilities are endless so
This is all for you, you
Just want to take the time to let you know
Sometimes it's hard to let my feelings show
The possibilities are endless so
This is all for you, you