Little Brother - Sittin Alone lyrics

In a lonely place, how can you be so blind?
I'm still at home chillin'
You know what I'm sayin'?
I be on my phone and shit,  I be like, damn

I haven't hit the scene in a minute
My new lit is
The candles recently purchased that
Are perfectly scented
But the rush of bein' in the mix
Can't be cured binge-watchin' shit on Netflix
My new normal ain't normal at all
Scrollin' through my contacts like
Who can I call? Now I'm on Instagram, damn
They havin' a ball
That was me, once upon a time
Back in my prime now I'm happy to fall
Fast asleep, sound of rain on repeat
Instead of countin' sheep
I'm countin' all the likes
From the newest post
Then the toast with the Magnum bottles
Then the picture with the IG models
Wide awake, rockin' envy goggles
Wish I was there where the action at
Loud clubs, hot drinks and it's action packed
Who am I foolin'
Worked too hard to do nuttin'
If I said I didn't miss it, I'd be frontin'
Go to sleep (Yup, yup, yup, yup)

I'm still in a lonely place, sittin' alone
Alone i'm still alone, I'm still alone
I'm still in a lonely place, sittin' alone
Alone i'm still alone, I'm still alone

My mans hit me up and said
"Tonight, dawg, we celebratin'
My son is goin' to college"
I said, "Congratulations"
He said, "Nah, you don't get it
It's two graduations
Him from high school and
Me from child-support payments" (Blackness)
So happy 'cause his check
No longer gettin' garnished
Then he texted me a flyer
With these strippers on it
Wit' eight different color type-faces
Written on it
I'm thinkin' to myself, "Damn, yo
This is a warning"
We get down, thinkin', "Damn yo
This shit is boring" after 35
The club's a different kinda torment
Pretend to be excited
Watchin' bitches Diddy Bop
When you would rather be at
Home watchin' Flip or Flop
I took a flick and then I posted on my IG
Yeah it looked good but it was
All lies like Fyre Fest
Before you hang with anybody 25 or less
Stay your ass at home and keep it low
That's what I suggest (Yup, yup, yup, yup)

I'm still in a lonely place, sittin' alone
Alone i'm still alone, I'm still alone
I'm still in a lonely place, sittin' alone
Alone i'm still alone, I'm still alone

All these numbers and nobody to call
I just want someone to talk
To tonight, yeah, tonight, yeah
Sing it for me!
All these numbers and nobody to call (yeah)
I just want someone to talk
To tonight, yeah, ooh, tonight, yeah