Little Simz - Therapy lyrics

I've got used to spendin' my time alone
They ask me when I'm comin' home
My system on overload but money
Is on the phone adjustin' to different zones
It's hardest to be composed
Drama with my nigga and he
Ain't strikin' the proper tone
I say, "Who you think you are?"
Hung up, picked up the keys
Then drove to the bar
Had a couple drinks, forgot where I parked
Ended at a bench gazin' at stars
Envisionin' what life would be
If I had lived out on Mars, never a chance
Afraid of the dark, afraid of the past
Afraid of the answers to
Questions I never asked
They will tell me to count my blessings
I'm countin' fast
Seein' people's true colors and the
Fakers fadin' at last
I don't even know why I invest
In the time comin' to therapy
There's nothin' you can tell me
That will help me
I do not believe that you've
Got it all figured out
Now let's take a break
Need some fresh air and a snout
But I just might be out

Not today i don't need
No, no, no, no, no, I don't need savin'
Therapy no therapy
Therapy

Don't follow any laws, I got many flaws
Had so many great opportunities, many doors
That's what happens when they put
You on so many tours
But there's no sleep, blunts get lit
Henny pours then he calls
Know he wants to have a heavy talk
I leave the country without
Givin' it any thought
But why the fuck I'm on this
Couch spillin' my heart out?
More high blood pressure
You've already caused
I'll abort and go back to my reality
Don't be mad at me
Your friend told me you're the best
Apparently i see the way you look at me
Like I'm some sort of charity
Only reason I come here is so
I can get some clarity and it didn't work
It was never worth it, a gift and a curse
Still an introvert, still my feelings hurt

Not today i don't need
No, no, no, no, no, I don't need savin'
Therapy no therapy
Therapy

Not today
No, no, no, no, no, I don't need savin'
I don't need
No, no, no, no, no, I don't need help
Therapy no therapy
Therapy

And you will never know what it is
You need until you need it
Know that I'm in need of bein'
Free enough to free this
Yo, you raised a star, mommy
Still can not believe this
I can relate to you man
He broke my heart to pieces
Sometimes we do not see the fuckery
Until we're out of it
Some people read The Alchemist and
Still never amount to shit
We live in a society
Of frauds and counterfeit's
People are dyin'
Give a fuck about makin' some hit's
Probably shouldn't say that out loud
But I did and sometimes I just wanna dip
Buy some land, raise my kids
Teach my daughter about the
Wonders of the world, i'm convinced
If she's anything like me, I'm raisin' a king