Locksmith, Rebecca Nobel - Home lyrics

I used to stare at the television and
Dream of a life free of disparity
When I was young
They tried to put me in therapy
My mother got explicit
Addressing the school district
Like this boy's got a gift
Either you're blind or you don't care to see
It's like we carelessly judge
Things that are different
If we don't understand them
We stand back in resentment
This man raps with intentions to
Separate from the flock
But it seems to stir up tension
In more cases than not
But it’s far worse damage to
Play along for the cameras
If you can't be yourself
You'll eventually have to answer
To the damper of a dark cloud
Instead of chasing opportunities
I just follow what's in my heart now
Embark now on the new path that I'm paving
It's like they want a drink from the
Same bath that they bathe in
I did my best to try to save him
And break the walls before they cave in

I never thought I would make it
Where I’m from they don’t make it
I fell hard when you came in
It’s hard when you’re aimin’
It's only wrong if you waste it
Stay strong and you'll make it
It’s hard when you’re aimin’
So hard to stay here find my way home
My way home i’ll wait for my way home
My way home my way home
I’ll wait for my way home

And it's like we're only grateful for the
Things we have after we lose them
Once they go awry we deny it in disillusion
It took me to this point in
My life to finally acknowledge
I could never keep a girl if
I use them for my amusement
Now every new muse that
I momentarily move with
I mutually have to feel they can
Deal with me doing music
But, it's hard to stay muted
When the temperature is humid
And it's human nature to feel
Hatred than rather look foolish
Assuming that it suit's the issue
I'm the first to admit my basis
For choosing women was superficial
I would repeat the same steps then
Expect new results and be
Repulsed by the actions that I
Was forced to live through
But, it's only me that faltered
Because of my missteps my
Destination was altered
Now I walk awkward between martyr and artist
Regardless, besides truth there's nothing
More I can offer

Find my way home my way home
I’ll wait for my way home my way home
My way home i’ll wait for my way home

My way home i’ll wait for my way home
My way home my way home
I’ll wait for my way home

Find my way home my way home
I’ll wait for my way home my way home
My way home i’ll wait for my way home

We all have issues in life
Regardless of our distinctions
I know my biggest hurdle
Is easily overthinking
It's like paying admission to take
A trip on a cruise
But, you can't enjoy the view
Cause you’re constantly scared
Of sinking You blink then it's finished with
How come we always down play our strengths
And embellish all of our blemishes
We mimic what we see as wealth
Expending our energy still pretendin’ when
It’s easier to be yourself
I felt a shift when I shifted outta my own
When you understand your worth
Then it’s like you're
Traveling home the people that you meet and
The new places you venture
Can only make sense
If you sense them before you've entered
Hmmm, and they say it’s
Silly what I’m chasin’
They'd rather save face and
Embrace being complacent
I did my best to try to brace em'
And break the walls before it breaks them

I never thought I would make it
Where I’m from they don’t make it
I fell hard when you came in
It’s hard when you’re aimin’
It's only wrong if you waste it
Stay strong and you'll make it
It’s hard when you’re aimin’
So hard to stay here