Lolene - Beautiful Disaster lyrics

You wanna be on your own but
I don't wanna let you go
I reach out, you walk away
Feels colder than December
When will I ever see you again?
I live in hope every day

Running away doesn't make it better
Nowhere to run, to escape

Like a beautiful disaster
Here I am the morning after
Picking up all that's left of me
Like a hurricane in summer
Holding on in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through the day
Beautiful

I try to make the best of things
But really who am I kidding?
I'm barely breathing every day, yeah
And you're out there some place somewhere
Oblivious to my despair
While you're sleeping, I'm awake
Do you know?

Pull me from the wreckage, pull me through it
And just get me through the night
I'll be okay

Like a beautiful disaster
Here I am the morning after
Picking up all that's left of me
I'm like a hurricane in summer
Holding on in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through the day
Like a beautiful, beautiful disaster

I don't know if I'll make it
I don't know if I'll make it through
But, it's like I'm living every day for you

Like a beautiful disaster, here I am
I'm picking up all that's left of me
I'm like a hurricane in summer
Holding on in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through, yeah
Beautiful, beautiful disaster, disaster