Lost Dog Street Band - Losing Again lyrics

I must confess there are times that I did win
I can't recall many miles with
My back to the wind
But it's raining in Laurel and a
New storm is rolling in
I ain't lost, I'm just losing again

And each road I turn down, is a dead end
And each year I get older
It's hard just to stand
And the train I caught on
Derailed just round the bend
I ain't lost, I'm just losing again

I had a love but she
Left when the drinking began
I won the fight but I woke without a friend
And the beer on the counter
It means no money to spend
I ain't lost, I'm just losing again
And each road I turn down, is a dead end
And each year I get older
It's hard just to stand
And the train I caught on
Derailed just round the bend
I ain't lost, I'm just losing again

When I wake up tomorrow
I'll have a new day to live
I'll smile through sorrow and pray
For something to give
But the chances are ripe that I'll be
In the drunk tank by ten
I ain't lost, I'm just losing again

And each road I turn down, is a dead end
And each year I get older
It's hard just to stand
And the train I caught on
Derailed just round the bend
I ain't lost, I'm just
Losing again, and again, and again