Love-sadKID - Homeschooled lyrics

I try my best to not miss my friends
Kinda wonder if
They miss me too came together
Where it all began
Some different endings for
Some different dudes it's been awhile
Since I thought about it, been awhile
Since I told myself the truth, I
Admit that I was miserable
Truth be told I'm still astounded how
It all came together while
I'm homeschooled i've been feelin' kinda
Lonely feeling kinda anxious
I guess, fated to be famous
In a minute or less
I'm just waitin' for the moment I
Can take my success and hope that I won't
Crumple under all this stress, I digress
'cause it's like everything is overrated
I only left because
I hated school and who I dated, i only left
Because the standards were too
High for my awkward
State of mind, kinda glad that I left
Didn't know if I would make it
But that's life livin' is a
Blessin' and a curse
And I've been strugglin' to even
Find the words to find
The time to write a verse, without
How everything is better and worse
So I just say the ones that I
Rehearsed, like I was pretty good
At football 'till I
Left, pretty good at talkin'
'till I dipped
Pretty damn smart for a kid, I was as
Talented as I thought I was skilled
Skippin' down the hall with a pad and a
Pen, I was singin' in the choir
Felt like everything was alright
Pretty damn smooth
If I can say it myself, everything might've
Fallen apart but it's all ok
I had to leave 'cause I did it for my
Health, and yes I have regrets
Yes I guess that
I miss you, pretty fair that I miss them
All the jokes and the issues
Yes I miss my teachers
Almost everyone too, which I
Couldn't taken by
Yeah I'm never comin' back but I miss
You Irving High and that's that (Facts)