Love-sadKID - Jetstream lyrics

This been feeling like a journey
That I just begun
Following paths that I thought
I knew I never could
Not looking back cause those problems
Never let me up
Like yo I'm past that actually no
I know I'm good know I learned my lesson
Know I got my fill of bittersweet adolescence
Writing off my curiosity
Deflecting animosity
And know it's possibly
Because my satisfaction from the answers
To questions I thought
I needed really just kept me upset
How am I so down if I've never been up yet
How am I so lucky if I've never had success
And am I really who I wanna
Be with all these regrets
These hidden secrets, I still get defensive
And I'm still knee deep in sins
Keep my pride near my dreams
Keep my style in the end
No denying where I am
No more hiding I'm still here

Oh, and I can feel it
Running through my veins
Outta control it's something
I can't contain
Oh I don't know why I'm still on this chase
Well I feel as I might jetstream off to space

And I'm still thankful for my
Anchors keeping me in place
Helping me stay where I should stay
Until I find my way
I'm still happy for my lover
She's my favorite thing
And happy for my mother there's
No other like her
Telling me make a song about her
While I'm still a writer
Thankful for brothers I was born
With, those I've made, those I've lost
For my manager and Daniel and
For Garrett and for Dahm
And for everybody who listens to
Me sing these songs
It's been awhile but I'm finally on
It's been a minute but they're finally long
I've been attentive and dismissive like
Hey what's up, oh wait, i'm gone
I've done two tours but still
Haven't done my own, like what's that like
And I still ramble like a
Child, like this is love, sadkid two
But if you made it this far
Then the sadKiD loves you