Lovers - Saint Jude lyrics

I called your name on the grayest
Day you're the only one who
Ever listened anyway and it taught
Me something i guess i
Already knew i still want you cause
We touched like my dream come true
That the tree beside my
Father's house would bloom
And fill his yard up with it's sweet
Perfume and hide the scars i
Carved in it's arms for you i make mistakes
Then i'm on my way
Lock him out and the dog will
Finally stray, join the vandals, they
Just want to be listened to they just
Want proof but i have been
A liar and a fool i can forget
Anything i want to except for the
Image of you in your bedroom where
Your body lies but your
Eyes can't hide the truth the
Night i left, come on, you were
Grateful for the news you never wept
Just undressed and slept
Til noon a secret kept it
A lover left unmoved, and so i lose i
Can't balance my brain
It's like a tightrope come loose i'm tied
To the train tracks like a desperate
Cartoon or i'm bare and i'm
Blank, if i could pray i would thank
Saint jude a lost cause too