Lowkey - My Mother Said lyrics

Yeah, you know you never got on with
My mum and all that man
Well this this is for you baby, this is why

When I met you, I didn't just wanna press you
You were special
I knocked off every other chick except you
I treated you well
In hindsight maybe too well
I forgot myself and cared too
Much how you felt
You say you love me, you need a history test
If you loved me surely you'd wish me success
I wasn't just in it for sex
Trust me I never was
There was something about you that made
Me think I fell in love
I even feel stupid when I put it in lyrics
It was on my mind all the
Time but I wouldn't admit it
So after knowing you a month I
Put you next to none
Made you one of three girls
That ever met my mum
And it wasn't really surprising
She didn't like you
But despite that I still wanted to wife you
We told eachother our deepest
And darkest secrets now we are where we are
Man I can't believe it

So low
I don't trust you like them other heads
I should've known you were too
Quick to jump in bed
Don't try to make it better
Because the love is dead
It turns out you ain't shit
Like my mother said

Somewhere along the line you
Started acting funny
The way you were chatting
Frankly I had to worry
You called me to talk but really you'd whinge
You'd developed an obsession
With material things
In a second you would switch from good to bad
And all you did was bitch about
The things you couldn't have
I would've given if I'd had it but
There was nothing I could give
You'd scrape by day to day
Fronting like you were rich it was sick
(it was sick) you went to crazy measures
Finding bare different ways to
Make me jealous i didn't need that on top
Of my daily pressures
But still somehow we stayed together
Always in my ear talking pessimism and hate
From head to toe the very definition of fake
Just another lost girl that
Envied the attention
But you really crossed the line when
You pretended to be pregnant

So low
I don't trust you like them other heads
I should've known you were too
Quick to jump in bed
Don't try to make it better
Because the love is dead
It turns out you ain't shit
Like my mother said

You don't want me as a boyfriend
You want me as a fuck friend
Don't be surprised if I treat
You like a slut then
Looking back I should have trusted my mum
Because you still call me back
Every couple of months
Blatantly just looking for sex
(looking for sex)
So obviously I just couldn't reject
I can't lie I had fun but
You were still crazy though
You only called me because you
Heard me on the radio
Still I got feelings but what do they matter
You told me that everybody wants
To be a rapper
I know you well I know exactly how you think
And no way I won't take you out for a drink
Now my only regret is hitting it raw
I might as well have slammed
My dick in the door
Because the sex is something that
Really I didn't need
And now I think you might
Have given me a disease