Lyrical Moron - Before I go outside lyrics

Make sure I’m strapped before I go outside
I still wear ice when it gets cold outside
I need hug before They take that life
I’m in my bag let me stay inside
I really hurt but I tell you I’m fine
I feel like life is just a waste of time
He wanna talk so i pull out that 9
She stole my heart cause she
Was made of crime

Nothin they can say cause I stay on my grind
Niggas like me are very hard to find
They say I’m trash but at least I been trying
I smilе in public in my room I cry
I’m so fucked up I hope that you don’t mind
But when you yеll I gotta draw the line
But suicide been stuck inside my mind
When Your in heaven Have you by my side
Don’t leave me hear alone
I call every night you won’t
Pick up the phone
I’m giving up I’m losing hope
Stuck in my head all I see is his bones

They shot em dead now we justice so we riot
We sick and tired of hearing
All these parents crying
Why can’t we can’t act normal
I don’t want any violence
I Spent 30 grand on this
Lil AP but it’s timeless
When I was broke I didn’t
Know bout finances I walkedup
In icebox and tell them that I’m buying this
I spit to much heat better call a firemen
My cars were cheap now I
Fly jets that are private

Make sure I’m strapped before I go outside
I still wear ice when it gets cold outside
I need hug before They take that life
I’m in my bag let me stay inside
I really hurt but I tell you I’m fine
I feel like life is just a waste of time
He wanna talk so i pull out that 9
She stole my heart cause she
Was made of crime

I don’t what say I lost all my expression
My name ain’t Chester but
Going through depression
Whenever we hear Glocks shooting
We feel tension
We grab our 30s peek the
Corner then expect them