Mac Lethal - Japanese Sunset lyrics

Listen to me doc, I'll do it with the grin
I write the song
Then I'll commit seppuku with my pen
It's raining in Japan
The thunder cries and hums
The sky is red,  I swear to
God there's blood inside the sun, uh
I can't feel a thing, everything is numb
This blade is probably sharp enough
To sever off my tongue
It's snowing here in Tokyo
Autumn is a blizz when I die, plant a cherry
Blossom on my grave, uh
If I had a single, a single little wish
I wouldn't spend it on expensive
Things and getting rich
If I had a single, a single little wish
I would just bring back all
Thе people that I miss
I've lost a lot of lovеd ones
Family and friends some I walked away from
'cause the damage didn't end
A couple even tried to bite
The hand that I'd extend
Or they told me that they love
Me, then they vanished once again, uh

I just wanna lay with you and
Hold you as I die
Underneath the sunset of the Hiroshima's sky
Lanterns in the water burning
As they floating by
Tell you that I love you one last time
Then say goodbye (Then say goodbye)
I just wanna lay with you and
Hold you as I die
Underneath the sunset of the red Kyoto's sky
(Red Kyoto's sky)
Lanterns in the water burning
As they washing fire
I never overdosed on drugs
But I overdosed on life

The worst year of my life was 2020
Man for sure my wife told me that she
Doesn't want me anymore
She rather go to court
And have custody battles and spend her life
Always feeling like her husband's an asshole
I could have been defensive
Been like "Jeez, what a bitch!"
But I clearly had a couple
Things I needed to fix
I didn't think that therapy
Would really help but I was wrong
It's giving clarity and mental health
Then out of nowhere, Info died
I'm still in fuckin' shock!
Like really he's dead?
I was sitting at the funeral with
Emily's head on my shoulder
Rest of the fuckin' tragic energy spread
Then my doctor committed suicide
Just a week later
Her son found her, he's just a teenager
I saw her like two days before
She told me that depression is
Something you can't ignore no shit!
Then Georgia was murdered by her husband
I swear to God, I'm losing my grip
I'm fuckin' bugging
Then EMC died I didn't say
Goodbye or hug him
Why couldn't I just have another chance
To say I love them
And then my father needed triple bypass
And I'm just at drowning my
Sorrows inside a wine glass
Then the country shut down and all
Of my tours were cancelled
Everything but pain is at a standstill

I just wanna lay with you and
Hold you as I got you (As I got you)
Underneath the sunset of the Hiroshima's sky
Lanterns in the water burning
As they floating by
Tell you that I love you one last time
Then say goodbye (Then say goodbye)
I just wanna lay with you and
Hold you as I die
Underneath the sunset of the red Kyoto's sky
(Red Kyoto's sky)
Lanterns in the water burning
As they washing fire
I never overdosed on drugs
But I overdosed on life