Mac Lethal - September Breeze lyrics

I got many regrets
Plenty of heartbreak and and plenty of debt
It's hard for me to wanna talk about it
Even think about without getting upset
I don't need to be rich and famous
Living in mansions sitting on jets
I just need to go two days in a
Row without breaking down
And getting depressed
But I'm feeling the stress
I'm feeling it deep
I'm gonna dream about paradise tonight I
Swear if I can sleep but I usually can't
Laying in bed I stare at the ceiling awake
Death and decay on my head and I
Swear that is sealing my fate
And I'm scared as I kneel
At the gates of Heaven dear God
I don't believе you're real
But I got questions:
Likе what the hell is the point of life?
What the hell is the point of Hell?
What the hell is the point of this shit?
I'd be unemployed if I fail my piss test
I'm just stressed
Gotta hit the joint and risk it
Sleeping with the fucking enemy, I snore
So fatigued
It's like they're sending me to war
Penny for my thoughts, dollar for my soul
Swear to God I found a pot of fucking gold
At the ending of the black rainbow
I'm a sinner with the cracked halo
I'm a whisker on the cat's cradle
Close your eyes and you can see me

September breeze, October pain
The seasons finally changed with
The November rain
December snow, January moon
February is when people fall in love too soon
March is when I'm low
April is when I'm high
May is when I'm drunk, June is when I die
My birthday's in July, I unfollow my friends
The snow will come in August
Then I do it all again

It's better to speak without love
Than speak without truth
It's better to speak without love
Than speak without truth
It's better to speak without love
Than speak without truth
I guess the point I'm trying
To make is fuck you

I made many mistakes
Lots of decisions not many were great
I work like an overachiever to underachiever
Man that is my infinite fate
When I die write on my tombstone "Life
Is a trap and I didn't escape"
Sometimes I feel like a car that
Is stuck in the mud, tire spinning in place
Sometimes just leaving the house
Feels like an infinite mission to space
Might get stuck in a tesseract
I hope that my passion is left intact
It's okay to be angry
It's okay to be scared
But your love is in trouble
When you no longer care
Don't take it for granted
When you're comfy and warm
A lot of people that you love
Are still stuck in the storm
I'm feeling washed up, rusty, and worn
Sometimes it's not enough to
Reinvent yourself my friend
You must be reborn
But that requires you to die
You look inside the mirror and you
No longer see that fuckin' fire in your eyes
You're just lifeless, ice's
Freezing, shut your eyelids
Nobody ever told you it'd be like this, why?

September breeze, October pain
The seasons finally changed with
The November rain
December snow, January moon
February is when people fall in love too soon
March is when I'm low
April is when I'm high
May is when I'm drunk, June is when I die
My birthday's in July, I unfollow my friends
The snow will come in August
Then I do it all again