Mac Miller - The Star Room / Killin' Time (Live) lyrics

This next song right here is
Called "The Star Room"
It's how I open up my album, man
Yeah, ayy ayy, ayy ayy ayy ayy, ayy ayy
Ayy ayy ayy ayy ayy ayy ayy ayy ayy ayy ayy
Ayy ayy this song is the moment you
Stop lying to yourself, alright?
Hallelujah, thank God I have a future
Prayin' I don't waste it gettin' faded
'Cause, I'm smokin' Backwoods 'til
I'm coughin' up tar
Feel the surge, energy curve like a lumbar
I don't act hard, I still read Babar
Trippin' out
Lookin' at a bunch of Google map stars
They got a app for that

But me, I’m still trapped inside my head
It kinda feel like it's a purgatory
So polite and white
But I got family who would murder for me
Think I'm livin' paradise
So what I have to worry 'bout?
Dealin' with these demons, feel the pressure
Find the perfect style
Makin' sure my mom and dad
Are still somewhat in love
All these backfires of my
Experiments with drugs
And I experience the touch of
My epiphany in color form
Difference between love and war inform me
I'm above the norm
Give me anybody though, I'll gladly
Chew his face off, them bath salts
Rhymin' like it's summertime on asphalt, hot
Haven't picked a major label
Think I'm blackballed
Still don't got the heart to pick the
Phone up when my dad call
Will he recognize his son when
He hears my voice?
I put this music against my life
I think I fear the choice
And I don't know what I'm runnin' from
But I'm runnin' still
I conversate with acquaintances
But it's nothin' real
I'm from a city that you hear
And think a bunch of steel
So a hundred mills wouldn't make
Me sign a fuckin' deal
And money kills, that's the truth
It's called the root of evil
But, I want that Rolls Royce
That the homie Lennon drove
So, if you don't got some money for me
I'ma send you home
Unconventional, special but unprofessional
Adolescent expression that's lettin' me
Meet these centerfolds
As troubles fill my mind capacity
I let 'em go if I was Johnny Depp in Blow
I would let it snow
But that's just me all wildin'
Out and bein' extra, though

I wonder if I lost my way
I wonder if i lost my way did I lose my way?
My way did I lose my way?
My way, yeah ayy, uh, come on, come on
Come on, come on
S-San Diego, come on, come on
So can you feel it? Said, can you feel it?
Said, can you feel it? Let's go
Woo san Diego, California
We gon' start this one like this

Said, I'm posin' a question
How many been empty and holdin' aggression?
Close to depression
Open your eyes and just focus a second
Fuck a recession, my brother
My mind is my weapon, I'm lettin' it go
Know that I'm pointin' at negative energy
Tellin' me "Stop" they tellin' me "No"
Your aura is somethin' you ain't even sure of
Explore the core of California
Hoes got more to snort up
I've had a smorgasbord
Of pornographic thought that's a lot
The feelin' come after the shock
Praise me, I'd rather you not, 'cause
It's drivin' me crazy
The fact that you pay to make
Me into somethin' I love
You come to the club
Searchin' for drugs, drunk
Fuckin' these sluts
God loves me, what if he does
What does it mean?
You're wastin' away doing nothin'
You're frontin'
Why ain't you chasin' your dreams? Uh
We wonder 'bout life but none
Of us willin' to learn
The money we earn is somethin' to burn
Why won't they give me a turn–out?
Feed the hungry and clothe the naked
You're mistaken, the world is
Cold and it's lonely, ain't it?
When them high-rollers homes in Vegas
Raided with some home invasion
Contaminatin' the place with plague
We just saved the day
I waste away in this room spittin' these raps
Yahweh put the world in my
Hands, I'm givin' it back, tay

It's a gift of our time to be alive
No earthly vehicle can contain this drive
It's a gift of our time to be alive
No earthly vehicle can contain this drive

Okay, forfeitin' the war
He lays his sword down and walks away
Grabs a forty from the corner
Store and begins to contemplate
Dealin' with death like he work in the morgue
Absorbin' souls forgotten, he lost his way
Starin' down that barrel, thinkin'
"Not today" life's so precious
Said Lord knows life is so precious
Fight to the death, 'til there's nobody left
You're holdin' your breath 'cause
You might get infected
Minimalistic, instinctively thinkin' of
Gettin' ballistic
Be specific, to those in control
We all statistics
Misogynistic with a twisted mind
I'm intertwined my trigger finger itchin'
All I kill is time Gunshot
Initial symptoms of schizophrenic behavior
The mind is like religion
Can't agree on who's it's savior
The newest flavor of superhero
I'm shootin' lasers
'Cept I'm cool with Vader
Blowin' up rooms that's full of strangers
A news anchor the youth can relate to
It's nature
If you a hater, I'll deal with you later, no
Thank ya i'm just your neighbor, please
Don't do me no favors
Said, really though, come on, homie, we major

I waste away in this room spittin' out raps
Yahweh put the world in my
Hands, I'm givin' it back, tay

It's a gift of our time to be alive
No earthly vehicle can contain this drive
It's a gift of our time to be alive (One)
No earthly vehicle (Two)

Said, one, two, three
Said, everybody, put your hands up
(Get 'em up) so get 'em up (Get 'em up)
Said, put your hands up (Get 'em up)
So get 'em up (Get 'em up)
Said, put your hands up (Get 'em up)
So get 'em up (Get 'em up) so get 'em up
(Get 'em up) , get 'em up (Get 'em up)
San Diego, put your hands up (Get 'em up)
So get 'em up (Get 'em up)
Said, put your hands up (Get 'em up)
So get 'em up (Get 'em up)
Now go, go, go, go, go, go, go