Mac Miller - The Star Room lyrics

Hallelujah, thank God I have a future
Prayin' I don't waste it gettin' faded
'Cause I'm smokin' until I'm coughin' up tar
Feel the surge, energy curve like a lumbar
I don't act hard, I still read Babar
Trippin' out
Lookin' at a bunch of Google map stars
Shit, they got a app for that

But me, I'm still trapped inside my head
It kinda feel like it's a purgatory
So polite and white
But I got family who would murder for me
Think I'm livin' paradise
So what I have to worry 'bout?
Dealin' with these demons, feel the pressure
Find the perfect style (Perfect style)
Makin' sure my mom and dad
Are still somewhat in love
All these backfires of my
Experiments with drugs
And I experience a touch of
My epiphany in color form
Difference between love and war inform me
I'm above the norm (Above the norm)
Give me anybody though, I'll gladly
Chew his face off, them bath salts
Rhymin' like it's summertime on asphalt, hot
Haven't picked a major label
Think I'm blackballed
I still don't got the heart to pick
My phone up when my dad calls
Will he recognize his son when
He hears my voice?
I put this music against my life
I think I fear the choice
And I don't know what I'm runnin' from
But I'm runnin' still
I conversate with acquaintances
But it's nothin' real
I'm from a city that you hear
And think a bunch of steel
So a hundred mills wouldn't make
Me sign a fuckin' deal (Fuckin' deal)
Money kills, that's the truth
It's called the root of evil
But I want that Rolls-Royce that
The homie Lennon drove
So, if you don't talk about some money
I'ma send you home
Unconventional, special but unprofessional
Adolescent expression that's lettin' me
Meet these centerfolds
As troubles fill my mind capacity
I let 'em go (Let 'em go)
If I was Johnny Depp in Blow
I would let it snow (Would let it slow)
That's just me all wildin' out
And bein' extra though (Extra though)
Yeah

And if God was a human, it'd be yours truly
Watchin' horror movies with
Some foreign groupies
Thinkin' this decor suit's me
(This decor suit's me)
I do drugs, get more loopy
I'm in tune to ancient jujit'su spirituals
It's blissful (It's blissful)
Lookin' out as far as eyes can see
I'm glad that me and this
Elevation could finally meet
(Could finally meet)
I think I'm JFK's final speech
They try assassinatin' all of my beliefs
(But I'm asleep) So whisper to me
For the peace of mind and he be high
Some weed to grind on top a Jesus shrine
(Shrine) twenty thousand on my watch
'cause I needed time
If y'all would leave me the fuck alone
That'd be divine (Be divine)
Yeah, can't decide if you like all the fame
Three years ago to now
It's just not the same (Not the same)
I'm lookin' out my window, ashin' on the pane
(Ashin' on the pane)
Shit, wonder if I lost my way (Lost my way)

Yeah, don't you ever wanna hide away?
(Hide away)
Poseidon triumph in the eyes of rain
Won't give a fuck about tomorrow
If I die today (Die today)
I'll greet the devil with a smilin' face
(Smilin' face)
Shit, that God fellow may reside in space
As, times are wastin'
I'm freebasin' with Freemasons
My girl's switchin' the locks
The keys keep changin' (Keep changin')
Dreamin' of places, my own personal creations
If there's a party in Heaven
I plan to leave wasted (Leave wasted)
Retracin' my steps way back to Biblical times
We-we all gon' end up meetin'
At the finishin' line
And these words that I command you
Today shall be in your heart
And you shall teach them
Diligently to your children
And you shall speak of them
When you sit at home
And when you walk along the way
And when you lie down
And when you rise up, I am the lord, your god