Macklemore - Fallin' lyrics

I swear I've been here before
There’s a war in my heart
Inside my chest is a thorn
It's been torn from the start
The picture painted is warped
The hearts aching and scarred
Music’s the band-aid I’m too afraid
To take this shit off
Another drink at the bar
But I’m not drunk enough
Each shot burns less but the
Chest isn’t numbin' up
A voice keeps talkin’ in my head
And I’ma fuck him up
Fill the gun with lead and bust
Until the pump shuts him up
Emos and rockers and rockers and emos
Another shot of some vodka to get
Myself up off of my ego
There’s a door to my conscience
I can’t unlock it or see the peephole
This angel held my baggage and then
Vanished like where did she go
I was beside her but I
Was walking by myself though
Break the silence with my cell
Phone it doesn’t help though
I can’t believe this is happening
Sinking into depression
I’ve been here before and now I’m back again

I keep fallin, I keep fallin, I keep fallin
Down the rain keeps pourin, keeps pourin
I don’t know if I can get up today
Keep fallin, I keep fallin, fallin
Down the rain keeps pourin, keeps pourin
I don’t know if I can get up today

6 am hung over leaving my
Booty call watch the sunrise
Head over I5 headed North but
There’s no sign of sunshine
Empty brandy bottles spilled on
The forgotten memories
Know I gotta let her go I’m just
To selfish to set it free
Life forced release
Two hours later I just got up and bounced
If she could only see me now
Head lost swallowed and drowned
The path is up but I followed it down
A man gone and hollowed out
Because you opened it up
You can’t start over now
What’s to keep going for?
Validated by drunken whores
Bloody knuckles so numb and sore
From punching these rusty doors
Freeway signs underpasses man
Stranded dusty mattress
This world is bipolar
Beautiful for some for others
The fuckin’ saddest
So sick of lugging baggage
All I got is drugs and alcohol
And these cuts of passion
Brain serenade razorblade, punk madness
Pain is love plug the drain but
The rain keeps crashing like

I keep fallin, I keep fallin, I keep fallin
Down the rain keeps pourin, keeps pourin
I don’t know if I can get up today
Keep fallin, I keep fallin, fallin
Down the rain keeps pourin, keeps pourin
I don’t know if I can get up today